Apologies to those of you who have been wondering when the next chapter of "Swiss Miss Sissy" would be posted. In light of Bea's passing, it seemed appropriate to wait a respectful span of time before returning to business as usual. Regarding Bea, I think I've already said about all I can say in my reply to Carrie's post and my journal on deviantART. Carrie is right; Bea would have wanted the blog to continue. Though we didn't talk all that often, after he stepped away from the blog due to his health, he did tell me that he was pleased that people were keeping the blog going in his absence. And he also did say that he was pleased that someone had finally taken it upon themselves to finish "Swiss Miss Sissy," since that was a nut he'd never quite been able to crack. So, without futher ado, here is Chapter 20:
by Bambi
Chapter 20: The pit and the panty-boy. Cheryl's
education begins.
It
seemed I did not have to wait for long. I watched the display next to the door,
which showed the time. Twenty minutes had just passed when a voice came from
the speaker.
“Cheryl?
A tutor is coming to collect you. Stand at attention in the centre of the room.
Curtsey when she enters, but do not speak unless asked a direct question.
Follow her instruction to the letter.”
“Yes,
Miss. But who's coming?” I asked the voice. “Where is she taking me?” There was
no response. I realized I had to press the green 'speak' button first.
I
did as I was told. Got out of the chair and stood in front of the door. I
postured myself in a proper sissy-stance. Legs together, arms at my sides and
eyes humbly downward. This dress wasn't nearly as flared (or preposterous) as my
previous outfits, so some of the effect was lost, but I trusted that I still
looked suitably humble and submissive.
Then?
nothing.
I
stood there at attention, waiting for the other shoe to drop. But nothing
happened. No tutor appeared.
But
Mistress had trained me well, so of course I didn't move, just kept standing
there in the centre of the room, eyes aimed at the floor.
And
again I waited.
These
low heels were a joy to walk in, but even they started to hurt as I stood here
in this tiresome position. I began to feel sore at my lower back, and my arms
felt heavier.
I
think I heard some noise on the corridor, but I couldn't identify it. I hoped
it was the tutor, but the noise died down again.
What's
taking them? I thought. Annoyed, I looked up at the display.
I
blinked in surprise. Only two minutes had passed? Was that all?
I
took a deep breath and continued waiting, trying to ignore the increasing
discomfort I felt. Slowly I placed my weight first at one foot, then another. I
scratched an itch I felt on my leg. At one point I stretched my back to to ease
the discomfort.
More
waiting. I felt like I've been standing like that for half an hour. I looked at
the clock. I saw the last number change. Four minutes.
“Did
I lose my skills when I arrived here?” I said out loud. “Four minutes? I can
stand that long in heels twice as high. Easily. What is wrong with you, Cheryl?
” I asked myself.
I
stood in attention again, but I couldn't stand still, my tendons feeling like
overstretched rubber bands.
“Gah!
You stupid sissy!” I sneered. I sat down on the bed, nursing my legs and feet.
I was tempted to take my heels of, but that was a a bridge too far.
Annoyed
and disheartened, I pushed the green button.
“Yes,
Cheryl?” Was the curt reply.
“Hello...
er... Miss,” I said shyly. “Can you please tell me when the tutor will arrive?”
The
voice sneered at me. “Are you telling me you cannot even be patient for...”
there was a brief pause. “...four minutes?”
I
gasped at this reprimand. “I'm sorry miss! I was just... I mean... My feet...
er...” I said stammering.
“Be
silent!” The voice snapped. “A tutor is coming your way. Go stand at
attention.”
“Yes,
miss,” I replied quickly. But I do not think anyone was listening anymore.
I
got back to my position at adopted my sissy-stance again. My body still hurt,
but the fright had given me second wind.
I
heard something on the corridor, and actually sighed relieved when I saw the
door handle turn.
A
woman in her thirties stepped into the room. She looked quite pretty, though
her ages was beginning to show around her eyes. She wore a black suit with low
heels underneath.
Remembering
my instructions, I remained silent and bobbed a curtsey.
“Stand
at attention, girl.” She spoke with a heavy accent. “Raise your arms. Turn
around. Good.”
She
walked up to me from behind, and I felt her hands on me as she inspected my
dress.
“Follow
me,” She finally said as she turned towards the doorway.
“Yes,
Miss,” I answered out of habit.
She
turned towards me like a striking serpent. Her eyes bored into mine, and her
gaze pinned me down. I felt my mouth open to apologise for my mistake.
A
hard slap hit me on my left cheek.
Startled
and dismayed, I stared at her. My face was burning, and I felt tears in my
eyes.
She
looked at me with a face carved from granite. Not another word, sissy, she said
with her eyes alone.
She
stepped into the corridor and walked to the common area, and I hurried after
her. I passed the rooms of my classmates, and noticed all other doors were
already open, save one. I looked over my shoulder and saw that even Daniëlle
had been collected already.
We
crossed the lounge and passed the door on the other side. I arrived in another
hallway, and the tutor directed me to a large door right in front of me.
She
stopped halfway. “In there,” she said.
I
didn't understand why she stopped here. Heck, I didn't understand anything
about this place. But I didn't dare ask. My cheek still tingled.
So
I just nodded and headed for the door.
I
put my hand on the handle, and looked over my shoulder at the tutor. She gave a
quick nod and turned around, marching down the corridor in the opposite
direction.
I
took a deep breath, then turned the handle. I opened the door and stepped
inside.
*********************
“Ah,
there we have Cheryl,” the baroness said as I entered the room.
I
blinked as I took in my surroundings. Three pairs of eyes were looking back at
me.
I
saw three sissies sitting next to one another, each behind her own little desk.
I recognized Daniëlle in the middle, but the other two were unknown to me. They
all wore dresses identical to mine.
The
baroness gestured to a empty desk next to a sissy with boyish short hair. “Have
a seat my dear,” she said.
My
mind was in doubt whether I should say 'yes, baroness' or not, but by then my
heels had already carried me to my seat. Prettily, I sat down.
I
looked at the classmate next to me, who quickly looked away, his face blushing.
“We only have to wait for one more,” the
baroness said smiling. “She'll be here shortly.”
There
was silence in the room, aside from frightful breathing of my classmates.
Nobody spoke, not even the baroness, who just smiled knowingly.
I
looked around me. This must be the classroom, I thought. I seemed far too large
for just five students, though. Positioned in front and slightly to the side of
us was a large desk against which the baroness was leaning against. The rest
was taken up by a low platform, barely a foot high, that reminded me of a
stage. Behind that was a wide blackboard.
Just
when the silence seemed to become unbearable, I heard noise coming from beyond
the entrance. First it was just the shuffling of feet. Then I heard grunts and
curt commands.
“There
she is...” The baroness said with a grin.
The
door flew open and a woman stepped into the room backwards. I recognized her as
the tutor that had come for me. She was holding a long stick, pulling it
towards her. She said something in German, and gave the stick a hard tug.
A
sissy stepped into the room. She wore the same dress as the rest of us, but
that is were the similarities ended.
She
was completely bound. Hands crossed behind her back, her elbows fixed with a
separate bar. Her legs were tied together above the knees, with a short chain
connecting the ankles for good measure.
On
her neck she wore a massive collar with several D-rings around the
circumference. The tutor's stick connected to one of the rings in front.
Another stick was linked to the back of the collar, and I saw someone else push
the unfortunate girl forward.
The
girl fought back. Resisted her captors as they guided her towards the empty
seat. She sputtered and grunted, undoubtedly cursing horribly if her potty
mouth wasn't silenced by a large gag.
It
was clear this poor sissy was utterly helpless in that bondage, even though she
apparently did not understand that fact herself yet. Mistress Margot would have
approved, I thought grimly.
With
a concerted effort the tutors sat her down behind her desk. The tutor quickly
moved up behind the sissy, and started connecting her bonds to the chair. I
heard a couple of clicks and snaps, and the girl was immobilized.
She
continued fighting her bonds, tugging and pulling them, but the tutors didn't
seem concerned. They casually removed the sticks from her collar, and nodded at
the baroness. “She is all yours, miss.”
“Very
good. Thank you.”
The
baroness waited for the tutors to leave then turned towards us.
“Now
that we have everyone here...” she said with a smile.
The
bound sissy continued her hissy-fit. Chains dangled, and she grunted and
groaned in her gag.
That
annoyed me. What's the point, you stupid girl? It's not like you can get loose.
And where would you go even if you did? Can't you just be quiet?
Perhaps
I should have been empathic with her. At least she had the courage to fight,
while I was sitting here silently like a good obedient sissy.
But
I wasn't. What can I say? She was bothering me.
Apparently,
the baroness thought the same thing. She walked over to the girl's desk, who
looked up furiously, mumbling something.
The
baroness cuffed her around the ears, then pinched the girl's earlobe. She
squealed into her gag and I saw tears in her eyes.
When
the baroness finally let go, she was quiet. And she remained quiet.
“...And
I have everyone's attention, let me give you a very warm welcome at Von Wytenbach's Etikette-Schule für junge
Damen aller Geschlechter.” She was smiling as she said that.
I
actually believed her. She wasn't being sarcastic. She really was happy to have
us down here.
She
strolled back over to her desk. “For those who do not know me, I am Gisele
Freifrau von Wytenbach von Schwarzwasser von Hochfeld von Steinmühle von Seitenfeld...”
Quite
a mouth full. Try to fit that on a business card, I thought somewhat amused.
“..but
to you I'll simply be the 'Headmistress'. You will address me as such,”
she added with a grave tone.
She
gave Daniëlle a stern look. “No exceptions.”
The
girl shivered under the baroness' gaze, but was unable to look away. She kept
Daniëlle's eyes captive with her stare, like a deer caught in one's headlights.
It must have lasted only a couple of heartbeats, but when the the poor girl was
finally released from the headmistress' gaze she almost slumped into her chair,
breathing heavily.
The
baroness stood in front of her desk. Her posture remained domineering, strong
and upright. Her eyes focused on each of us in turn. “I am the ultimate
authority of this school. I do not care who you think you were, or what you
were accustomed to. In here, my word is law and I expect it to be obeyed
without question. Failure to do so will result in severe consequences.”
Then
her eyes softened. Her expression became friendly. Jovial even. “But more
importantly, I am also a teacher. It will be my pleasure to instruct you about
the glories of femininity.”
She
walked past our benches. “Perhaps you are here to learn the proper etiquette
required by young ladies. You are right, of course, but my goals are much
grander. I founded this school with the purpose of the preservation,
stimulation and cultivation of femininity for future generations.”
She
passed my own bench. I tried to look in front of me, but couldn't help that my
eyes followed her as she continued her speech. “For centuries, it was one of
the greatest treasures of mankind. All of mankind.”
She
short me a glance, and I quickly looked at nothing in particular. “Yes, for men
as well,” she said with conviction. “Women wanted to possess it. And men
desired women who had mastered it.”
Suddenly
she turned around, her voice louder. “But times change, and it has brought some
much needed emancipation to women. But there was a downside to all this
progress,” she frowned as she let the answer hang in the air, her gaze passing
over her quiet pupils like a searchlight.
“With
all this newfound equality, femininity had suddenly become an outdated
concept,” She said with disbelief in her voice. “Much like chivalry and
nobility,” she added with clear distaste.
“Fortunately,
the march of history took another turn, and womanhood became fashionable again.
For now, at least.” She leaned over the bound sissy's desk, a frown on her
face. “Nevertheless, we came dangerously close to a future where all
would wear bland coveralls and loose-fitting dungarees. No dresses, heels or
makeup. Sacrificed in the name of equality.”
She
smiled softly, then gave the girl a playful pat on the head, causing her to
grunt. “Well, If that is progress, I want no part of it,” she said, her voice
resonating with conviction.
She
was silent for a moment, as if she was challenging us to contradict her. Nobody
did, obviously. A soft smile appeared on her face.
“As
luck would have it, I was blessed with the means and will to prevent such an
occurrence to happen ever again. Within these halls the art of femininity will
endure forever.” She looked at us in turn, still smiling, but with fire in her
eyes. “And my alumni will spread its glory far and wide. That is my gift to
humanity and her future.”
I
couldn't help looking at her, and it wasn't in adoration. A rebellious thought
popped up at the back of my head. Is she crazy or just very full of herself?
Her
eyes caught mine. “Is there something you wanted to say, Cheryl?”
“What?...
Er... I mean... No, baroness... I mean, headmistress,” I replied startled.
She
didn't let go. “Out with it, girl,” she said sternly. “Now.”
I
gasped as I tried to say something that would not get me into more trouble.
“How... how are a couple of mere sissies supposed to preserve femininity?” I
managed to utter.
A
smirk appeared on her face. “You underestimate yourself, silly girl. Why, I
feel girlish just by standing close to you. Just look at yourself. Aren't you a
picture perfect sissy? A paragon of femininity?”
A
actually blushed at that compliment. At least, I took it as a compliment.
She
turned to my classmates. “Aren't you all?”
“But
we're guys!” A voice cried out. We all turned to its source. It was the sissy
sitting at the other end. She had pitch black hair, long enough to fall down to
her waist. When I looked closer, I saw it was a wig. It gave me some twisted
pride that Daniëlle and me were the most convincing 'girls' of this dismal
bunch.
“Do
not speak unless spoken to, Tiffany!” The headmistress said icily. “I'll
overlook it just this once, but do not do it again. Ever.”
She
observed the girl for any signs of disobedience, but wig-girl wisely held her
tongue. The headmistress then smiled at her.
“So
you were born male, what of it? Men want women who are feminine, submissive and
obedient. Why is that?” she asked her class.
I
had an answer to that question, but I wasn't sure if she meant it rhetorically.
Besides, 'men like getting laid' sounded a bit too vulgar and unladylike.
The
headmistress continued, steel in her voice. “Because they desire femininity for
themselves! But they think they need women to be able to claim it. Nonsense, I
say! Why not cut out the middle-man?” She sniggered. “Or should I say,
'middle-woman'?”
She
relaxed, leaning against her desk. “A treasure it may be, femininity is not something
to be hidden away by those fortunate enough to poses it,” she spoke softly. “It
needs to be spread around, shared with even the most unlikely of candidates.
All are welcome, no matter your background or history.”
“And
with some help, it is accessible to all.” She held out her arms wide. “Are you
a lowly born commoner? I will teach you class. Lived like a cheap tart? You
will gain strength and confidence. Born as a man? I will strip away your silly
male bias. Femininity is a multifaceted diamond, and there is a niche for
everyone.”
She
walked up to our desks. She looked right at me. “Some of you have already
discovered the wonders of femininity.” She turned to my bound classmate.
“Others foolishly tried to rejected it. It matters not. In the end you will all
bask in that glory. You will be part of this great sisterhood.”
She
walked past my table, while I kept my eyes straight ahead. “More sissies join
our ranks every day,” I hear her say behind me. “But you are still few. The
vast majority of the school's capacity is filled with natural women who simply
want to claim their birthright. The sissy-program is quite small, really. But
one with a disproportionate importance.”
She
came back into view as she passed Daniëlle, patting the girl on her shoulder.
“Many women have learned their craft here and some wondrous transformations
have been accomplished, yet all pale in comparison to what I achieve with the
sissies. When wearing heels, their legs are straighter and steps shorter than
most of my female students. They corsets are laced-up tighter. And their
demeanour...” She took up position in front of her desk, looking at us with
burning eyes. “Well, suffice to say you are the true vindications of my creed.”
I
finally understood. She wasn't crazy or arrogant. And she wasn't anything like
Mistress Christina or Margot. She was a pseudo-religious zealot talking to her
congregation. Who had me under her complete control...
The
headmistress leaned back against her desk. After this thundering sermon, she
addressed the topic of our education.
“Right
now you are assigned to the novices, who wear innocent white. You will receive
lessons in the feminine arts.” She paused for a moment. “But above all your
skills and capabilities will be carefully evaluated. Depending on your talents
and the wishes of your sponsors, we will develop a curriculum specifically
tailored to to you and you alone. You will then be assigned to one of several
Houses in this school, where you will join fellow students with a similar
education. Until then you'll remain here, safely sequestered in the novice
wing.”
She
looked at us intensely. “Any questions?”
Only
wig-girl dared to speak: “How long will our education last?“ She noticed the
frown on the baroness' face. “...Er... Headmistress,” she quickly added.
The
baroness gave a wicked grin “That will depend entirely on yourself. I care only
about results. I promised your sponsors I would return each of them a good
girl, properly trained according to their specifications, and that is exactly what
they will get. I am true to my word...”
She
gave a mean grin to the bound sissy next to me. “...No matter how long it might
take.”
That
sat the girl of, all right. Furiously, she twisted and turned in her bonds,
chains jingling and her chair creaking. She snarled unintelligible, which I
assumed to be some very profane curses.
The
headmistress just smiled mockingly, which enraged the sissy even more. She
shook her head violently to get her gag out.
We
all looked at her, but I was probably the only one who didn't show fear.
Just... annoyance.
Don't
bother fighting your gag, stupid sissy. I thought. It always wins. Just be a
good girl and shut up.
The
headmistress continued talking while the bound sissy raged.
“Nevertheless,
I will not tolerate any laziness,” she said as she walked over to the noisy
girl. “So we will start your training right away. Get up from your desks. All
of you. Hurry up now. Just ignore little Suzy here, she's just a bit shy.”
That
was an understatement. She was tugging her bonds and throwing her head around.
She could harm herself if she didn't calm down. Cuffs can hurt if you pull them
too hard. I know.
I
stood in front of my desk, lined up with my classmates. I stood in my
well-practiced sissy-stance. The other girls stood in their own pose.
Daniëlle's looked well enough, though it had her typical lack of enthusiasm.
The wig girl called had a different pose, that I assumed was taught to her by
her own Mistress. The sissy with the short hair next to me looked hopelessly lost
and was just mimicking me.
The
headmistress stood behind the chair of the bound sissy, placing one hand on her
shoulder. The girl grunted spitefully.
“All
right, girls. I want to get a good idea of your skills. So, show me your best
curtsy. Cheryl, would you start please? Just hop onto the stage and show the
class your moves.
“Yes,
headmistress,” I replied dutifully. I minced over to the platform and daintily
step onto it. Wooden boards clicked underneath my low heels.
I
took up position in front of the class, where five pairs of eyes were aimed at
me. Well, four actually. The bound girl called Suzy was still moving her head
from side to side.
“Begin,
my dear,” the baroness told me.
I
did as instructed, placing one foot behind the other while holding my skirt
between thumb and index finger. I bent my knees and bobbed a respectful
distance. I stood upright in my normal stance.
The
headmistress didn't say a word. The only sound came from the raging sissy in
front of her.
“Cheryl,
you will have to repeat that. It appears sweet little Suzy wasn't paying
attention,” she said thoughtfully.
Immediately
she reached around the bound girl and grabbed her nose. Squeezing it tight, she
cut off the girls air supply.
The
girl grunted on surprise, then tried to shake her head, but the headmistress
held on effortlessly.
She
became even more frantic as she was being suffocated. Struggling in her
unyielding bonds, burning oxygen in vain.
Now
even my heart was pounding, and I looked at the scene in utter dismay. The
headmistress just kept looking back at me with a thoughtful expression,
completely at odds with the desperate struggling right in front of her.
Just
when I thought she was going to kill the poor girl, she relaxed her grip. Suzy
drew a deep breath through her nose. But the baroness smothered her again
before she could fill her lungs.
More
struggling, but less vicious. The headmistress let go of her nose once more,
and Suzy drew another breath until it was interrupted as well. Now the girl put
up only a token resistance.
This
happened another two times. The message sent was clear: Don't fight me. I
control everything here, even your breathing.
Only
when the girl was completely pacified did the headmistress let go. She looked
dazed and confused, but otherwise unharmed. The headmistress never once took
her eyes of me.
“Now
then... Repeat, Cheryl,” she simply said.
I
bobbed again, making sure it was the best one ever despite my newfound fear of
this woman.
“It's
not bad,” she told me with that same thoughtful expression. “But it still needs
work. Girls? What was wrong with Cheryl's performance?”
The
whole classroom remained silent. The headmistress walked over to the platform.
She was smiling warmly. “Oh, don't be shy, girls. How can dear little Cheryl ever
improve her performance if she doesn't get constructive criticism from her
peers? Now then... Daniëlle, what did you notice when Cheryl bobbed?”
And
with that my education had truly began. After several repeats and multiple
rounds of criticism, the next sissy took my place and it was my turn to provide
feedback. This continued until everyone had their turn.
All
save for Suzy, that is. Still bound and gagged, she didn't took the stage or
even say anything. But she was paying attention, all right.
**************************
After
the curtsies we showed our mincing gait. Again, I was first. I stepped up and
down and left to right over the platform, my heels clicking loudly on the
wooden boards. I got feedback, and minced about again. More criticisms. More
mincing.
Tiffany
was really annoying. Each time I minced around, she had something to say about
me. 'Her feet are not aligned', 'her hands need to sway more', 'her back is not
straight'.
Bitch.
Let's see you do better, I thought. When it was her turn, I burned her good.
When she stepped off stage she was on the verge of tears.
Daniëlle
gave me a surprised look. I might have gone a bit too far, but I didn't care.
Besides, it had nothing to do with me being spiteful. Tiffany's technique
simply was sloppy. She should be thanking me for pointing it out. Any
capable mistress would undoubtedly spank her silly after such a performance.
The
headmistress even gave me a content smile. I felt vindicated. I didn't wonder
why her eyes had lit up so fiendishly.
Alice,
the girl with the short boyish hair, was next. She was terrible. Clearly
she didn't have much training yet. Just walking in those low heels seemed to be
a chore for her. I don't know when she had been feminised, but it must have
been very recent. I gave her a few tips, but I doubted it would do much good.
Daniëlle
didn't look too happy when it was her turn. Her steps were awkward, and she
kept looking away from her classmates. Being feminised was still difficult for
her, and being seen by others (even if they were fellow sissies) made it even
harder.
“Cheryl,
do you have any comments?” the headmistress asked me when Daniëlle finished her
first attempt.
“No,
headmistress. It looked fine to me,” I said. That wasn't true, of course, but I
wasn't about to dishearten her further. “Very pretty, Daniëlle. You are a very
capable girl,” I added more truthfully. This even made her smile.
I
noticed the headmistress was frowning, but she did not say anything.
Making
pretty faces was next. I winked, made kissy-faces, licked my lips seductively
and opened my my mouth invitingly. I got few comments on that. Even Tiffany
mostly held her tongue. She even complimented me with my 'well trained mouth'.
I knew what she insinuated.
Still,
I didn't let her provoke me. So when it was her turn I limited myself, with my
sweetest, most humble voice, to a few snide remarks.
Alice
looked horrible. I didn't want to hurt the poor girl's feelings so told her a
couple of meaningless platitudes.
“It
looked good, but maybe you should put a bit more feeling into it. More 'je ne
sais quoi'.” Even I didn't know what I meant with that.
Daniëlle
was hardly better. Looking like a girl was bad enough, but looking inviting and
willing? That was just too much for her to handle.
“Wonderful,
Daniëlle,” I said nonetheless. “Very sensual. Very sexy.”
The
headmistress looked straight at me. Frowning.
“Is
that all you have to say, Cheryl?” She asked me.
“Er...
Yes, headmistress.”
She
made a step towards me. “So you have no remarks. No comments or some
constructive criticism?”
Where
was she going with this, I wondered. “...No, headmistress,” I answered
hesitantly.
Another
step. “So it was absolutely perfect?” Her tone sounded ominous.
I
began to feel very uncomfortable. “Er... well... Perhaps not perfect,
headmistress...”
“It's
not?” I hear her heels click as she came closer. By now she was standing right
in front of me. “So you saw something that could be improved?”
Her
eyes filled my field of vision. “Er... I mean... She.. Er... maybe a couple of
things?”
“Really?
Like what?” The headmistress said as she stepped around me.
I
turned my head to follow her. “Er... She could...”
“Don't
tell me!” The baroness snapped at me in my face, then pointed at Daniëlle.
“Tell her!”
I
felt shivers run down my spine as I faced Daniëlle. “...You could try to open
your mouth a bit further,” I told her.
“Anything
else?” The baroness asked behind me.
“...You
should wet your lips. They are too dry.” Daniëlle's hand went up to her face,
touching her lips self-consciously.
“Continue.”
“You
don't look willing enough. Like... you are scared,” I said. Daniëlle stared
back at me. Her eyes saying: that's because I am scared, you dolt.
“You
hear that, Daniëlle? Seems there is a lot of room for improvement, Try again,
girl,” the baroness interjected. “And Cheryl? You pay close attention to
Daniëlle. If anything is not perfect, I want you to be honest with her.
Brutally honest if need be. It's for her own good. Is that understood?”
“Yes,
headmistress,” I said dejected, seeing Daniëlle make a couple of basic
mistakes. I told her so.
“Again,
Daniëlle. And listen to what Cheryl told you,” the headmistress said.
Daniëlle
tried the best she could.
“Was
that better, Cheryl?” She asked me. “No? Daniëlle, pay attention to what Cheryl
tells you. You are not getting off that stage before Cheryl is satisfied
with your performance. Now, try again.”
Again
and again Daniëlle performed. And each time I had to correct her. By the time
the headmistress finally let her off the stage, she had tears in her eyes.
And
all I could say was that that wasn't sensual at all. She should smile instead.
*********************
More
poses followed. I don't think I ever was enthusiastic to perform, but I sure
was down-heartened now. Tiffany had ample opportunity to criticize me. I just
stood there and took it as I made my moves. Conversely, when her turn came up,
I had little to say. The headmistress did not seem to care.
What
was worse however, was that Daniëlle had found second wind to perform. She put
quite some effort in it, even if her technique had improved little. But as she
stood there on stage, she looked at me spitefully. Sometimes she glared, as if
she wanted to say 'is this good enough for you, Cheryl?'.
Which
made me angry in turn. After all, if she hadn't screwed it up the first time, I
wouldn't have had to correct her.
And
all the while the headmistress would smile contently.
********************
After
spending the rest of the morning posing for our classmates, we were led away to
the dining hall, where we were fed a simple but nourishing lunch.
Well,
all but Suzy that is. She was led towards her seat the same way I saw her enter
the classroom. Though much more compliant, the fight wasn't quite out of her
yet.
When
the tutors removed the gag to feed her, she yelled at them. It didn't do her
much good, though. They just put the gag back in and let her stare at her plate
for the rest of the lunch break.
As
for me, I ate my lunch in silence. I felt angry, saddened and confused. I
glanced at Daniëlle, who was trying to ignore me. That made me feel even
angrier. Which in turn made me feel guilty. Daniëlle was my friend! I shouldn't
be angry with her.
I
sighed, then looked to the other side of the table, where Tiffany was seated.
She caught my eyes, and gave me an arrogant smirk.
I
certainly did not mind being angry with her. Just look at her! She
doesn't even have real hair and still she thinks she's better than me. Well,
I'll show her...
Being
a sissy was not something to brag about, but at least I was Mistress
Christina's sissy. And that makes me a league apart. And I would prove that
to her, to the headmistress and everyone else!
*************************
The
afternoon program was rather different. The headmistress was gone. Instead,
when we were escorted back to our classroom, an unfamiliar face was waiting for
us.
“Greetingz
class. Have-a zeat,” she said with an Swiss accent so thick I wasn't sure was
speaking English at all. I was glad that English seemed to be the spoken
language at this school at least.
“I
am Frau Keller. Welcome zu Make-up Vun-Oh-Vun,” she continued. “I vil teach you
ze theory und practice of ze makeup. Please open your desks, vhere you will
find your book und ze pens und papers. I suggezt you vill make notes und study
zem in your spare time, for zhere wil be a test. Now zen, vho can name some
make-up? Alice?”
I
looked at our new teacher in astonishment as she wrote in chalk on the
blackboard. For a moment I almost felt like I was back in highschool.
Then
I looked down and saw my cleavage peeking out of my dress, and the moment
passed.
“Cheryl?
Pay attenzion, girl. Can you name anozher mak-up itzem?”
“Er...
Blush, Miss Keller?”
“Yes,
very good.”
I
shot Tiffany a wicked gloat. It was only a small victory, but surely the first
of many, I thought content.
*************************
The
rest of the afternoon went as one could expect. Frau Keller gave us a rather
basic introduction to makeup; she told something about its history (I had no
idea that the ancient Egyptians already used it) and outlined a couple of broad
categories. There was some practical training, where we had to apply blush and
makeup.
Next
came Mademoiselle D'Ives, who instructed us in walking properly in heels. She
skipped the theory completely, and got right to the exercises.
“Cheryl?
Would you show the class how pretty you mince, please?” Our teacher asked me. I
did as was told, mincing slowly and daintily past the benches, giving Tiffany a
quick smirk in the process. Let's see you top this, it conveyed.
“Yes,
not bad,” miss D'Ives said neutrally. I silently concluded that was the highest
praise one could earn at this demanding school.
She
picked up a book. “Stand still, Cheryl.” She walked over to me. “Don't move...”
She said as she placed the book on my head.
She
stepped back. “Try again, girl. Don't drop the book.”
Was
she kidding? I thought. The book wobbled while I was standing still, and I was
expected to walk around with it?
I
carefully put my weight on one heel, then moved my other foot directly front of
the first. I slowly transferred weight on the other shoe.
“Keep
your back straight, girl. Let your hips do the walking,” my teacher said.
The
book wobbled dangerously, but didn't fall of.
“Don't
compensate with your arms, Cheryl. Keep them at your sides, sweet and humble.”
I
finished my first step, then continued with the next. The book had stopped
wobbling.
My
teacher didn't say anything, but I assumed she was content with my performance.
Now
that the book remained stable, I moved a bit faster. I felt how the book, by
forcing my back straight, forced an subtle sashay in my gait. A much more
natural one then my exaggerated (and slutty) mince I usually performed.
I
felt confidence build as I heard my heel click. Even more-so when Daniëlle
looked at me with a mixture of admiration and envy.
Then
the book wobbled. I compensated with a quick correction, but that only made it
worse. I felt it's centre of gravity shift.
“Keep
your back straight, girl,” my teacher called.
But
it didn't matter. I turned my neck and shoulders to move it the other way, but
the book slid down the side of my head.
In
a desperate movement, I tried to force my head back underneath the book, but as
it fell of completely, I merely pushed it to the side… And caused myself to
lose balance.
I
tilted over to the left, so I quickly stepped left to compensate. My heel
tipped over and I twisted my ankle. With a yelp I tipped over completely, and
with a undignified bump I fell on the ground.
Confused,
dazed and utterly humiliated I lay on the floor. To my right I heard Tiffany
snigger, which sounded like booming laughter in my mind. I wasn't hurt, but my
ego had been seriously bruised. And there wasn't much of that left to begin
with.
To
add insult to injury, the book had fallen open in front of me. On the chapter,
'The importance of proper posture: the devil is in the details'.
Our
instructor looked down at me. “Hmmm, I was afraid of that. You received
training, but not from someone with an expert eye. You've picked up some very
bad habits.”
I
couldn't help pouting as I got up as dignified as possible. Tiffany was still
sniggering as her eyes beamed victory.
“Be
quiet, girl,” our teacher snapped at her. “You can go next. Return to your
seat, Cheryl. Don't worry, we'll get you sorted out soon enough.”
Other
courses followed. Postures and curtsying. Feminine fashion 101. Standards and
etiquette. Voice lessons. Each time another teacher would enter the room and
introduce us to another topic of ultra-femininity.
Though
the training proved much more demanding than I had expected, it was clear
Mistress Christina's training served me well. Despite my 'bad habits', and the
fact my knowledge on theory was basically non-existent, I had a significant
advantage over the others. Suzy just sat there, bound, muttering something into
her gag. Alice didn't even know the simplest of techniques. Daniëlle put years
of her aunt's indoctrination to good use, though it lacked natural grace and enthusiasm.
Begrudgingly, I had to admit that Tiffany wasn't as bad as I had hoped. Worse
still, not once did she fall down like I had.
*****************
After
our lessons, we had supper. Then we were gathered in the common area, where the
headmistress was waiting for us. Other women were present as well. I recognized
the tutor who had escorted me to the classroom, and those two women who had
been dragging Suzy about all day, but the others were new.
The
headmistress sat in a chair closest to the fireplace. A small fire was burning
therein. You could see it was one of those fake fireplaces, that really burn on
propane, but it looked remarkable cosy nonetheless. The effect was amplified by
the increasingly red light falling through the windows.
The
headmistress gestured to the sofas surrounding her chair. “Have a seat, girls.”
I
turned to the nearest couch. So did Tiffany, who had the same idea. It was a
two-person divan, but I had absolutely no intention of sitting next to her.
I
looked for Daniëlle, hoping to claim a spot next to her.
She had already sat down next to Suzy, whose gag had been removed, but her
hands were still cuffed. Daniëlle moved to the side as much as possible,
distancing herself from the bound sissy.
I
felt a hand on my shoulder.
I
turned around, then looked up. And up.
Next
to me was the biggest woman I'd ever seen, with more muscles than any woman was
supposed to have. She was like a cross between an East-German athlete and the
Minotaur.
“Sit,”
she growled eloquently.
Faster
than was entirely ladylike, I sat down next to Tiffany. I tried to ignore her
taunting smirk.
“Everyone
comfortable?” The headmistress asked. We muttered some words of affirmation,
but I don't think there has ever been a gathering as uncomfortable as our
little band of misfits.
If
the headmistress had picked up on that, she chose to ignore it. “I hope you've
had an instructive day,” she said enthusiastically. “I wish I could have been
with you, but I had other responsibilities. However, your instructors have
given me some extensive assessments. You'll be pleased to know we are working
diligently to develop the education most suited your needs.”
She
let that sink in for a moment. “You've already met some of your instructors.
You'll meet others in the days to come. They are all experts in their fields,
and no matter how well trained you think you are, you can learn a lot
from them. I expect you to give them the respect and obedience they are due,”
her penetrating stare hinted at the consequences otherwise.
Her
gaze softened, a smile appearing on her face. “But I would especially like you
to meet your tutors,” she gestured to the six women standing behind us, one
behind each sissy (two for Suzy). “Though your instructors will organise the
various courses, these ladies will oversee your daily routine. They will
closely observe your behaviour and performance. If it is found wanting, they
will... correct it.”
I
looked around, seeing each tutor stand closely behind one of the sissies. The
two behind Suzy looked ready to pounce on her is she made any sudden moves.
Tutors?
My panty-clad behind! I thought. These are our wardens!
The
headmistress continued. “They have the authority to reprimand you as they see
fit, of course, but each one of you is assigned to as specific tutor as her
ward.” She held up her finger to underline her words. “Which makes that tutor
responsible for your actions. I highly suggest you do not
disappoint her.”
“Say
hello to your tutors, girls.” The headmistress said as she introduced us.
“Cheryl, this is Frau Ochsenhorn.” I heard when it was my turn.
“It
is a pleasure to meet you, miss,” I said as I bobbed a pretty curtsey for her.
I didn't dare to look her in the eyes, but that was hardly a problem since I
barely got up to her chest, even in heels.
I
had been assigned the ogre. Great...
“Unfortunately,
they even they can't be around all the time,” the baroness spoke. “But that doesn't mean any infractions will
go unnoticed. Isn't that right, Big 'S'?”
“Yes,
miss,” someone suddenly said. Startled, I looked around but could not find the
source. The mysterious voice spoke again: “A pleasure to meet you all.”
It
sounded like a female, but with a distinctive electronic ring to it. I realized
it was coming from a speaker.
“Girls,
may I introduce you to 'Big Sister'?” The baroness pointed to a corner. “Perhaps you've noticed that camera over
there. Or one of the others scattered about? In case you are wondering: yes,
their feed is being monitored.”
I
heard a soft buzz as the camera changed its angle. “Big Sister is watching
you...” the voice said tauntingly.
“Treat
her commands like they were my own,” the baroness said.
She
picked up a bag next to her. “It is my challenge to get give you the best
training possible. For that I believe in the stick-and-carrot approach. Here is
my stick...”
I
swallowed hard as she took out a large black paddle. The struck the palm of her
hand with it, the loud 'slap' making me wince.
“Some
of my colleagues prefer other tools, but you get the idea what will happen if
you get a reprimand.” An evil light shone in her eyes.
“There
is a long list of infractions that will earn you a reprimand, which I will not
bore you with.” The looked around the circle then focused on Suzy. “Suffice to
say, if you show any disruptive or unruly behaviour,” she turned to Daniëlle,
“laziness or lack of enthusiasm,” she looked at Alice, “incompetence and
forgetfulness,” Tiffany was next, “shifting blame or responsibility...”
The
the headmistress looked at me. Her eyes bored into mine.
“...Or
fall below the level of competence we've come to expect from you, you will
be held accountable,” she said gravely.
Then
her face softened. She put away the paddle. “But of course, that is only half
of it. There is an equally long list of laudable actions. Admirable behaviour
and a willingness to learn will earn you commendations, granting you certain
privileges. Your sponsors will also be informed, so they can keep track if
their girls have been well-behaved.”
I
actually smiled at that. This was a chance to show Mistress Christina what a
good girl I was.
“Also,
you can 'spend' your commendations to mitigate your reprimands. You will still
be punished, of course...” She leaned forward, giving us a knowing look.
“...but you will soon learn there is a huge difference between being
paddled ten or fifteen times.” I wiggled on the couch, my behind suddenly
starting to itch.
She
leaned back into the chair. “Of course, you will find we are not easily
impressed, so don't expect to you'll be showered in commendations. However...”
she reached into her bag again. Pulling out some envelopes.
“...you
can gain extra credit by performing certain tasks.”
She
handed each us an envelope with our name written on it. “In these you'll each
find an assignment, which is completely optional. If you fail or refuse to a
task, you will not be punished, you'll merely lose an opportunity gain
commendations.”
Her
eyes turned hard as diamonds. “There is
one rule however: do not reveal or even talk about your assignments with
your classmates. Your task is yours alone. Your little secret.”
She
picked up the paddle again, slapping it against the palm of her hand.
“Understood? Good.”
The
headmistress continued talking for a while longer. Trivial matters mostly. Some
general notices. Stuff about maintaining our rooms and possessions. Each of us
had to briefly introduce ourselves to our classmates
“...And
now I'm here,” Daniëlle said, concluding her story. I looked at her
emphatically, unable to actually say anything, but wanting to console her
nonetheless. To my regret, she avoided my gaze.
“Thank
you, Daniëlle,” the headmistress said. “Now then, that concludes the evening.
It's time for bed, girls.”
I
noticed how the windows had turned dark, dimming the entire room. The flames in
the fireplace gave the room a reddish glow.
The
headmistress stood up from her chair, and we followed suit. “In your room
you'll find nightwear, a fresh uniform and anything else you'll need for
tomorrow,” she told us. “Make whatever preparations you like, but remember it's
lights out at ten. Wake-up at six.”
We
each bobbed a curtsey for the headmistress. Even Suzy, though her hands were
still bound. Our tutors then escorted us to our rooms.
My
tutor growled a couple of instructions. Yes, I know to remove my makup before
going to bed, I thought annoyed. And I know what a babydoll is for, thank you
very much.
I
held my rebellious tongue, of course. So I just smiled, thanked her politely
and bobbed a proper curtsy.
After
Big Bertha had left, I got out of my uniform, removing my plug with a grunt and
a sigh, then put on my nightwear. I laid out tomorrow's clothes, so I could
slip in them quickly.
I
noticed something strange. The uniform was mostly similar to the one I had worn
today, but with small differences. More lace, for example. Stockings had been
added, as well as small petticoat.
I
didn't know what to think of that, so I ignored it as I finished my
preparations for the night.
I
finally opened my envelope. I looked at my instructions. The assignment seemed
simple enough, but made no sense at all. What could this mean?
I
was still pondering this when a voice blared form the display: “Ten o'clock.
Lights out, Cheryl.”
“Yes,
Miss.” I replied, hurrying to bed. “I'm ready.”
“Cheryl?
Did you hear me?” Big Sister asked again.
Oh
right, I need to push the green button, I thought.
I
pressed the knob and spoke into the microphone. “Yes Miss. Apologies. I'm in
bed.” Then I realized something. “Er... where is the light switch, Miss?”
“Don't
worry about that, we've got it covered,” the voice said. Then suddenly the room
turned pitch black on its own. “Sleep well, girl.”
“Er...
thank you miss,” I replied.
I
laid back into my bed, which was soft and warm. I tried to make sense of everything
that had happened today. It wasn't as bad as I had feared, nor as easy as I had
hoped. But who knew what tomorrow would bring?
Despite
my concerns, fatigue crept up onto me, and soon all thoughts drifted away into
the darkness.
4 comments:
I adore this part of the story and the protagonist's pride in being a better sissy than her fellow students. I can't wait for the next chapter and to watch the progress of the other sissies.
Michelle
So now that I have read the introduction to chapter 31, I am a little more aware of what's going on. I am wondering where I can find Chapters 21 through 25 I seem to have difficulty finding them.
Hey, A new fan, sorry I didn't see your comment before now. I don't think the chapters you were having trouble locating should have been too difficult to find; hopefully you managed to track them down in the blog.
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