by Bambi
I
cannot recall how my time in the penalty box ended. I assume got back to my room
somehow, as the next thing I remember was waking up in my bed. I felt spent and
sore, but mostly okay. Memories of the evening before already had begun to
fade. I was surprised to find I wasn't bound at all.
They
let me sleep in late, and I was already sitting upright by the time the maids
finally came to collect me. I still felt very fatigued though, both physically
and mentally. I stumbled in my sandals and Bernadette had to support me as I
was escorted to the bathroom.
They
gave me all the time I needed to shower, which was nice and warm but not nearly
as reinvigorating as I had hoped. Afterwards, they started to rub lotion on my
skin, and put some thick paste on a couple of bruises on my back, legs and
behind. I let them, of course. For once the two maids were quite gentle and I
felt like I could hardly hold on to a towel anyhow.
After
dressing they presented me to Mistress. The two maids walked at my sides,
supporting me as I was escorted outside. They took me towards the terrace at
the back of the mansion. It was another nice day. Partially clouded, which
protected us from the heat, but with the sun managing to peek through the grey
shroud. A warm wind came up from the valley in the east.
Mistress
was already waiting for me. She sat on a comfy garden chair next to an
elaborate table, on which breakfast (well, at this hour it was probably brunch)
was already served. She took her off sunglasses and smiled as I was presented
to her.
Jeanne
and Bernadette had put me in a traditional Swiss dress they called a Dirndl.
Well, not quite traditional I reckon, as it was clearly fetish wear. One of
Mistress' custom specials.
Over
my undies I wore a silk white blouse with wide neckline that left a somewhat
modest cleavage, while short puffy sleeves covered my shoulders. White trimming with some frills, ribbons and
small bows in contrasting black decorated its edges.
Over
my blouse I wore the dress itself. It was made completely out of stiff latex,
in a very bright yellow. The skirt was very short, and elaborate petticoats
kept the relatively heavy and rigid material flared up, giving everyone a good
look at my panties. The bodice only covered my waist, with two wide straps that ran past my boobs
and over my shoulders, making my silk covered breasts stand out firmly. The bodice was decorated in front with white
laces, that Jeanne had tightened enough for it to function as a fully-fledged
corset. White lacing embellished the dress' edge. When Bernadette zipped me in,
I heard a click, so I assumed it was locked on me. An ornamental white satin
apron was tied in front of me, with a wide bow at my back just above the skirt.
It
covered underwear that was just as uncomfortable and silly. Both the bra and
panties were made from white patent leather with elaborate lace trimming. The
bra had a large amount of straps and buckles with seemingly no other purpose
than to make it impossible for me to take it off without help. Conversely, the
panties were ridiculously small. The front looked normal enough (for a sissy,
that is), though the leather fabric was rigid enough to function as a gaff. The
back looked more like a tanga or thong, barely covering my butt cheeks.
Combined with my very short skirt, I felt very exposed.
I
wore gloves that covered my arms from my fingers to my elbows, encasing them in
skin-tights white latex. They matched the colour of my patent leather knee
boots, with straps around my ankles and the top of the shafts. Given my current
weariness, I had difficulty managing the four-and-a-half inch heels, but the
inflexible material gave me just enough support around the ankles to cope.
The
only bondage accessory I wore was a simple leather collar in pristine white,
with a deep yellow amber stone in front. I did not even wear a plug, but that
gave me little comfort as my tight panties had firmly lodged themselves in my
butt-crack.
Despite
my yellow-and-white outfit, the maids had given me elaborate makeup that
incorporated many pink tones. Perhaps it was to complement Mistress' gift that
was dangling between my breasts, the silver and pink pendant. I carried my hair
in a ponytail, tied with a yellow ribbon in an unnecessarily large bow. Jeanne
had to spend some time to let a couple of curly locks of hair fall down the
sides of my face and over my ears to give it a casually feminine
appearance.
The
two maids were still holding and supporting me when they guided me towards
Mistress. When they were sure I wouldn't shame them by collapsing on the spot,
they let go and stepped back.
“Ma'am?
May we present your protégée, sissy Cheryl,” Jeanne spoke.
Everything
was so difficult now, drained as I was. Walking, looking pretty, smiling. Even
thinking. As I stood there before Mistress, her eyes fixed on me expectantly,
it took me a while to realize I owed her a respectful curtsey.
With
effort, I bobbed a curtsey. It wasn't a particular good one, but Mistress did
not seem to mind. My outfit squeaked as I moved, which Mistress clearly
enjoyed.
“Good
morning, Mistress. It is wonderful to meet you again, here on this beautiful
day. And may I add you look lovely this morning,” I said with a combination of
natural and practised submissiveness.
But
she did look lovely. She was wearing a dirndl too, much like mine, but in
reverse. Where my outfit represented the ultrafemininity, humiliation and
submissiveness of a sissy, hers conveyed the womanhood, pride and strength of a
mistress.
Her
blouse was white silk like mine, but without any of the frills, only a button
casually loosened to expose some cleavage. Her dress was made from a fabric I
couldn't identify, but seemed much more comfortable than my latex one. It was
yellow too, but of a much more earthly tone. Khaki almost. The skirt was
longer, coming to her knees, and with only the flaring to give it volume. The
laces around her waist were black, tied almost as tightly as mine. She wore
identical gloves and boots, but in shiny black without the straps and more
sensible three inch heels.
Her
makeup was much more subtle, using pastels mostly, and she had let her brown
hair fall down loosely on her shoulders. Her only piece of jewellery was a
black satin choker with a shiny golden lion it.
She
watched me curtsey with that same wicked smile I had come to dread, but there
something else. She looked... Satisfied. Sated even.
“Well,
hi there, princess Butterscotch,” She spoke in a friendly tone. “Thank you very
much. But really, my appearance simply pales with yours. You light up
this gloomy place with your golden radiance.
Did
she just mock my outfit (which she put me in!) while complimenting it? How on
earth should I respond to that?
I
settled for an enthusiastic “Thank you, Mistress”, a happy smile and another
bob.
She
kept watching me, an amused but encouraging smile on her face. Like a teacher
that waits for a student to realize an obvious and embarrassing mistake.
Perhaps
it was my fatigue, or maybe Mistress' comforting smile, but I did not get
nervous or scared. Only embarrassed, like someone who doesn't get a joke
and
wonders why suddenly everyone is laughing.
I
struggled to determine what I was missing here. I looked down, looked up,
straining my face as I thought hard about what I had said and done, and whether
I should have done something else. I did everything right, didn't I?
It
must have looked very cute, because Mistress was clearly enjoying my
awkwardness. Even Jeanne sniggered. None interrupted or shooed my thinking
process though.
Then
it hit me, eyes went wide with realization. Mistress had effectively called me
more beautiful than her, and I had accepted that compliment without question or
denial! A sissy should never ever assume she is more beautiful than a
real woman! Especially not when that woman is your mistress. Otherwise sissy
might get thoughts above her station!
“...But
your beauty is without compare, Mistress,” I quickly added. “And though I
strive to do my utmost to go above and beyond the level of presentability
you've come to expect of me, surely I will never be able to match yours.” I
smiled, hoping I hadn't dawdled for too long.
Fortunately,
Mistress gave a satisfied nod. “Oh you are just too kind, my dear. But
seriously, you are truly a ray of sunshine for my weary eyes. I love your
outfit, both edgy and traditional. You like it too?”
“Of
course, Mistress. I'm honoured to wear a dress so steeped in history. But it's
particularly nice that it’s made of brightly coloured latex, so everyone can
see I'm a sissy.” As if to underline my words, the outfit squeaked, making me
blush and Mistress snigger.
“You
really don't need latex for that,” Bernadette whispered to her colleague. Both
maids chuckled behind me, causing me to turn even redder.
“Ladies,
it is not nice to tease our guest.” Mistress admonished her to maids, then
turned towards me again. “You seem a bit slow this morning, my dear. Everything
all right?”
She
was testing me again, trying to bait me into saying something ill-advised. But
my mind and body were too fatigued to worry about that now. I barely had enough
energy left to maintain a properly sissified attitude.
“I'm
fine, Mistress.” I answered humbly. “A bit tired, that's all. And my wonderful
outfit is a little uncomfortable...” My outfit creaked as I supported my words
with exaggerated gestures.
“Oh,
I am sure.” Mistress said smiling. The tone was mocking, but her face stood
remarkably gentle. “You were quite insatiable yesterday. I have never seen a
sissy with so much energy. You really pushed the limits of my endurance.”
She
drags me off to the penalty box for six hours, yet I pushed her limits?
I thought confusedly as I looked down shyly. “I'm sorry, Mistress.”
She
laughed. “Oh don't be, silly girl. No sissy can get the better of me of course,
but you presented a rare challenge. Thank you for that.”
“Er...
you are... er... very welcome? Mistress?” I answered hesitantly.
She
smiled, a blissful look on her face. “But compared to yesterday's high water
mark, I fear that whatever I'd come up with for today would be disappointingly
tame. So I decided to take it slow, and just enjoy this special day in each
other's company.”
“What
is so special about today, Mistress?” I asked.
“Why,
today is out last day together,” she told me with some regret. “Tonight I'm
going to take you back to Christina.” She sighed “Time sure flies when you are
having fun, doesn't it?”
I
was too tired to feel truly elated, but my heart jumped when I heard that.
Today I'd leave this place! I was going home to Mistress Christina!
I
did my best to look sad. “Oh, that is unfortunate to hear, Mistress. It has
been such a... Wonderful... time here. But it seems it will be lovely day. I'm
sure today will be memorable as well.” I smiled bashfully, winking my
eyelashes.
She
grinned “I certainly hope so. I will do my best not to disappoint you. For
starters, I personally selected your outfit this morning. Just a little
concession to make today more...” There was that wicked look again. “...Memorable.”
I
felt my panties ride up my crotch and crack, my legs unsteady in my boots
as the latex dress squeaked. This was
something I'd remember, all right.
“But
enough talk, my dear.” Mistress said, gesturing towards the chair next to her.
“Come sit with me. Are you hungry?”
“Yes,
Mistress.” I said. The table was filled with several rolls of bread, fruit,
marmalade and other delicious looking foodstuffs. Yesterday, at the warehouse,
Adrienne had gotten me a sandwich, and I'm pretty sure Mistress had fed me
something while I was in the penalty box, but right now my stomach was quite
empty. I was very happy to join Mistress at the table.
I
smiled delighted as I bit into the croissant with strawberry jam, not really
noticing the strain and creaking of my stiff outfit.
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I
was sitting on Mistress' lap as we chatted. The maids had just finished
clearing the breakfast table, and brought us a cup of tea. Her hand was
underneath my skirt. Not quite up to my sissy parts, but close, stroking my
inner thighs as I talked. I spoke at length about the various outfits I had
worn during the past week, talking about all their good points (there were no
bad points, obviously) and how I just loved wearing each single one.
Perhaps
it was the fact Mistress had completely drained me the night before, or the
fact that I would be gone soon, but I almost believed every single word of
nonsense I said. Yes, that empire dress was just perfect to be chased
around the estate in. Of course, I should be wrapped in a latex catsuit more
often. Certainly, I should always wear a school girl uniform when stupid
little me is trying to learn anything.
How could anyone even think anything different?
Mistress'
smiled gently as she let me do most of the talking, but when she spoke she
chose her words well, always challenging me, playing devil's advocate for my
suppressed doubts.
“But
surely, my dear, you cannot wear short skirts all the time,” She said
thoughtfully as her hand went up my skirt. “Someone might see your panties
peeking out.”
I
giggled. “But that is the whole point, Mistress. Everyone might see my
panties. Mistress can lift up my skirt whenever she likes, to her delight.
Complete strangers may accidentally get a good look at my panties, much to my
embarrassment. Isn't that wonderful?!”
“Isn't
it much more sensible for a sissy to wear flats? What if she has to run to get
somewhere fast?” She asked me, while her latex glove touched my mostly bare
bottom.
I
giggled. “Don't be silly, Mistress,” I answered cheerfully. “A sissy does not
run to go anywhere fast! She runs to exaggerate her girlish gait, of
course. And you cannot have a properly feminine gait without a nice pair of
high heels.”
This
went on for a while. I was just showing Mistress my lovely new boots, telling
her how wonderful its heels were, when I dimly noticed someone approaching us.
“I
have to admit Miss, I was rather sceptical yesterday when you told me, but she
really is as docile as a little lamb,” a female voice said.
Startled,
I turned towards the newcomer, slightly annoyed about interrupting my eulogy on
my outfit.
Adrienne
was standing there. Her auburn hair tied up in a tidy but practical bun. She
was wearing a uniform like the security officer I saw yesterday, dark blue with
firm black lace-up boots. On her belt she carried a pistol on her right, and a
truncheon on the other side. At the front there hung a small cylinder that no
doubt contained pepper spray. She did not wear a cap, but over her torso she
wore a black stab-proof vest. When I had first met her, she looked strong. Now
she looked powerful enough to fight a small war single handedly.
“Ah,
Adrienne. Good that you could make it. Cheryl, you remember Adrienne Mayeaux,
don't you? Say hello.” Mistress said.
Yes,
I remembered my Judas. “It is a pleasure to meet you again, Miss Mayo,” I said
smiling, but couldn't quite prevent ice from entering the tone of my voice.
She
grinned amused. “That's Mayeaux, my dear. Enchanté. Good to see you are
safe and whole.”
“Thank
you Miss. And may I thank you for bringing me back here after my ill-conceived
escape attempt?” I said with a smile while embracing Mistress, trying to ignore
the venom I secretly felt. “Who knows where I would be now if it wasn't for
you?”
Probably
on an air plane to the US, wearing a shirt and pants, I thought. But I pushed
that mental picture away.
Adrienne
turned to Mistress. “I was sure she'd be causing trouble this morning, but you
got her well under control.” She sighted. “Well, I guess I owe you thirty
franks then.”
I
kept smiling prettily, but my eyes went wide. They made a bet on me?
Mistress
laughed. “Oh, you have seen nothing yet, Adrienne. How about double or
nothing?” She said something to her chief-of-security in French. Adrienne
looked surprised, then thoughtfully.
“Oh
what the heck, this I got to see. You're on, Miss,” she finally said.
“Excellent,”
Mistress said with a wicked smile. She grabbed my chin and turned my head to
face her, then whispered something in my ear.
I
looked at her dismayed, and she stared back in stern expectation.
“Of
course, Mistress. I'd be happy to.” I said submissively and got off her lap.
I
erected myself, and took a deep breath. Here goes.
I
smiled warmly and a bit dimly at Adrienne, as I took on a very sissy-like
stance, with my legs erect to draw attention to my boots and bare thighs. I
bent forward just a little, pointing my bosom at Adrienne, holding my elbows at
the side and lower arms pointing outwards. My hands dangled from my wrists, but
kept my fingers stretched. I touted my lips, keeping them slightly apart, so
they looked like a blooming rosebud. I drew my eyes open a little further,
tilting my head a little bit, giving me that airheaded expression everyone but
me seemed to love.
Then
with the tiniest of steps I minced over to Adrienne, making sure my hips swayed
excessively with each step. My rhythm was precisely attuned to the swaying of my
skirt and petticoats, overlaying a swish-squeak sound over the clicking of my
heels.
One
of Adrienne's eyebrows was raised in surprise as I approached her slowly. As I
came closer her surprise had changed into mirth that she could barely contain.
By the time she had to fight back laughter, I felt my checks had flared up red.
Professional
as she was, she had put her hand over her mouth as I bobbed her a curtsey.
“Miss
Mayeaux, may I again thank you for bringing me back to where a sissy like me
belongs?” I made my voice even higher than usual. “However, it was wrong of me
to try and run away in the first place. Sissies mince about in heels and
dresses for their Mistress' pleasure, and running away is a big no-no. I've
been a very naughty sissy, and I need to be punished.” My mouth felt dry.
“Would you be so kind as to spank me, please.”
I
turned around and tilted myself forward just far enough for my panties to
become exposed without actually lifting my skirt. I made sure Adrienne got a
good look of my ass-cheeks.
Adrienne
barked a laugh. “What? Me?” She asked Mistress.
“Of
course,” Mistress answered highly amused. “It has been a year since you caught
that burglar, and I know you've been itching to use your baton again. Well,
here is your chance. Cheryl here doesn't mind. Well, she does actually, but
that is not an issue.”
“I
do not think this is a good idea, Miss.” Adrienne said behind me as I kept
presenting myself. “I'm on duty after all.”
“Ah,
come now,” Mistress said. “I very much doubt the barbarians will come crashing
through my gates while you spank little Cheryl here. Come on, be a sport.”
I
heard Adrienne snort. “Well, you are the boss...” I heard her remove the
truncheon from her belt.
“How
many times, miss?” Adrienne asked.
“Good
question. Let little Cheryl here decide.” She turned to me. “You hear that, my
dear? Please tell Adrienne how often you want her to spank you. Be firm,
though. If you are too lenient with yourself, I'll multiply the number.”
“Yes,
Mistress.” I replied.
This
was mean, making me determine my own punishment. And hadn't I been punished
enough yesterday?
“Miss
Mayeaux, would you be so kind as to spank me fifteen times?” I asked
submissively.
That
was a lot, but better to err on the side of caution. If I'd asked for ten,
Mistress would probably double it. Now she remained silent.
“Well,
if that is what you want...” Adrienne said. She pulled up the back of my skirt.
“You ready? Here comes.”
The
baton came down on my behind. I felt a sharp pinch. It hurt, but not as much as
I had feared. Adrienne was not going all out, thank goodness.
“Oh!”
I squealed, trying to make it sound both meek and excited. As she readied
herself for another strike, I wiggled my behind.
The
truncheon came down again. “Ow!” I called, stamping with my feet and waving
with my arms, but keeping my behind presented to Adrienne.
She
continued spanking me. “...Oh! ...Ungh! … Ow! …Ah! ….Ow!” She still didn't hit
all that hard, but my behind was getting quite sore nonetheless. With each slap
it became more and more difficult to look and sound cute and submissive.
“I'd
better stop,” Adrienne said “I'm beginning to enjoy this a little bit too
much.”
Mistress
laughed. “Oh Adrienne, I swear I'm going to make a fully fledged Mistress out
of you some day. Just finish giving Cheryl her medicine, then we can get down
to business.”
A
couple of more strikes followed. I managed to sound and act properly after each
strike, even though my behind was now on fire. I was very glad it was not
twenty strikes.
I
turned around and curtsied for Adrienne, thanking her for disciplining me.
“Oh
Cheryl, you naughty girl,” Mistress suddenly said. “You soiled Adrienne's
baton.”
“My
apologies Mistress,” I immediately said. I soiled it? Where? When? I looked at
the truncheon, and it looked sparkling clean. Even Adrienne looked confused,
turning her baton around in her had as she looked for the blemish. “Do you want
me to clean it?”
“Please
do, girl. Adrienne, would you be so kind as to give little Cheryl here your
baton? Thank you.”
With
a certain reluctance, she handed me the truncheon. It was black, long, thick
and hard. It reminded me of a long dildo with a handle. It was clean, though.
“Should
I clean it in the bathroom, Mistress?” I asked?
“Don't
be silly, girl. You can clean it here.” She said.
“I
do not have anything to clean it with, Mistress,” I said confused.
“Of
course you do, You are a sissy, after all. How do you clean other long and hard
rods?”
My
mouth fell open as realization set in. “Yes, exactly!” She said with a wicked
smile as she saw me standing there holding the black baton, my mouth agape.
“Hurry
now, girl. Get Adrienne's long and hard stick cleaned.” Mistress said smiling.
Adrienne looked at her, frowning over Mistress' rather remarkable choice of
words.
Then
training took over. I smiled as I put the tip of the baton on my lips, softly
licking it, then put my lips around it.
Baffled, Adrienne
looked at me. She didn't even bother to hide her amusement anymore. “I
think you just gained sixty francs, miss.” She said.
“Let's
call it even if you join me for a drink after your shift ends, and let me tell
you about the myriad of advantages of being a mistress.”
Adrienne
laughed. I noticed that though she did not say yes, she did not say no either.
Did I just witness the tentative first steps of another mistress?”
Mistress
dragged me back to the present as she addressed me, my lips still sliding down
the shaft, making the baton go deep into my mouth.
“That's
it, girl. Keep doing that until its clean.” Mistress called to me. “No, don't
stop! I'll tell you when it is clean, dummy.”
As
I stood there sucking on my unexpected dildo, Adrienne turned to Mistress. “How
on earth do you manage to control her like that?”
“It's
easier than it looks, if you know how. The trick is to first make her feel
powerless, than just to keep her busy.” Mistress told Adrienne while she
keeping her eyes on me. “Actually, it's more difficult to make her rebel. By
the way, have a seat Adrienne. I'll have Jeanne bring you some refreshments.”
While
Adrienne made herself comfortable, Mistress turned to me. “Cheryl, dear?
Adrienne and I have some business to discuss. While you continue cleaning
Adrienne's baton, feel free to wander about the terrace. But do not leave my
sight! And do not disturb us either. As long as that big rod is in your mouth
the only thing I want to hear from you is the squeaking of latex, the clicking
of heels and the sucking of lips, is that understood?”
I
nodded.
“And
don't forget to smile, my dear.” She added sternly. “Everyone can see you out
here in the open, and you like to be seen, remember? In your latex dress and
high-heeled boots, sucking on a phallus. You just love how everyone can see
what a adorable little sissy you are as you mince about.”
As
an acknowledgement, I smiled as I struck a submissive pose.
“Very
good, girl. Off you go then,” Mistress told me. As I minced to the other side
of the terrace, baton going into and out of my mouth, I heard Mistress turn
towards Adrienne and got down to business.
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I
had no idea what Mistress and Adrienne were discussing. What few words I could
hear over the noise of my own outfit were all in French. Nor did I know how
long it took. All I knew I had gone up and down and around the terrace more
times than I bothered to count.
And
everyone could indeed see me, out here in the open. First I though it was
simply Mistress messing with me, but she was not kidding.
At
first it was just Mistress and Adrienne. Adrienne looked at me occasionally,
giving me an amused look. Mistress definitely kept a close eye on me. She would
suddenly interrupt her meeting with Adrienne and call out instructions to me.
“Don't
dawdle, sissy. I want to hear those heels click.”
“Put
that phallus in deeper, girl. Clean it like you mean it.”
“Cheryl,
If you do not start smiling right now, I swear I will make you cry.”
But
as their meeting continued, other people appeared. First it was the maids, who
would join in, leave again, and return later. Especially Jeanne liked to tease
me every time she came and went. Then the chef arrived. He tried to ignore me,
but I suddenly felt very uncomfortable with being in the proximity of a man.
The gardener was worse, as he pointed at me and said something, causing
everyone to burst out in laughter. Everyone but me, that is. When two very
masculine looking security guards arrived, I was sure I was about to faint.
But
somehow I managed to keep on mincing, and one by one everyone left. Even
Adrienne was gone. She had taken back her baton, looking rather uncomfortable
as she reluctantly put the now very wet and slick truncheon back on her belt.
I
was very glad the baton was gone, but Mistress kept ignoring me as she sat at
the table alone, looking into the distance thoughtfully. So I just continued
mincing around the terrace.
Then,
whatever deliberations she had with herself, they were finished and she smiled
as she turned to me.
“Cheryl,
honey? Come sit with me.”
“Yes,
Mistress.” I minced over towards the table and sat down daintily.
“My
apologies for interrupting our last day together like this, but some urgent
business had to be attended.” She said apologetic. It sounded genuine.
I
smiled, a little less genuine. I didn't mind her having a meeting for goodness
knows how long, but I did mind her having me mince around in four-and-a-half
inch heels while sucking a phallus in the meantime.
“But
we will not be bothered again. We can take it easy from now on.” She smiled at
me.
“That
would be nice, Mistress.” By now my bottom was fine, mostly at least, but my
feet had started to hurt. Taking it easy would be very nice indeed.
Bernadette
came by with drinks. “Now then, I believe that before we got interrupted, you
were telling me about those lovely boots of yours?” She smiled at me, and
winked.
**********************
When
it was lunchtime, the maids arrived carrying trays with food. Jeanne placed the
plates and cutlery. Bernadette put down a basket of bread, followed by a broad
selection of meats and cheeses, some of it cooked.
“You
hungry, my dear?” Mistress asked.
“Yes,
Mistress” I said eagerly. Though breakfast was fine, this looked far more
hearty, and the smell was very nice.
“Before
we eat, I'd like to give you a surprise. As this is our last day together,
let's make it a memorable one.”
“A
surprise, Mistress?” I asked, feeling suspicious but sounding enthusiastic.
She
nodded, then winked at Jeanne, who was carrying a box that she put on the
table.
“Is
this... er... part of a game, Mistress?” I asked.
Mistress
smiled. “Oh no, my dear. No games today. The only thing you have to do is relax
and let us do all the work for our honoured guest.”
That
sounded pretty good, actually. Interested, I watched as Mistress opened the box
and pulled out its content.
I
had no idea what I was looking at, even when she held it up right before me.
“What is that?” I asked incredulously.
Mistress
had a happy smile on her face.“I call it the 'bowling ball',” she said. “Your
surprise is inside. Want to know what? Go ahead, put your hands in. Feel what
it is.”
Bowling
ball? Well, it did have some similarities. Same size, shiny round surface,
though I cannot recall ever seeing a completely white one. It looked more like
an oversized pearl to me. Only, there were two large holes on either side.
Hesitantly,
I put my hands though the holes. I was still wearing my latex gloves, but I
could still feel that the hard plastic sphere was filled with some resistive or
spongy material. It felt like I was putting my them in pair of soft but tight
gloves.
I
could move my hands inside the dark orb, somewhat, touch my fingers, fold my
hands, but that was about it as the medium resisted every movement. I didn't
feel anything else inside the sphere, though.
“I'm
sorry Mistress, but I do not think there is anything in there.” I said.
“Don't
be silly girl. Of course there is. You'll get to it.”
Once
my hands were in up to my wrists, I heard a click and a felt a shudder.
I
opened my eyes wide in dismay, looked up to Mistress Margot.
“Ah,
there it is. Surprise,” she grinned.
I
tried to pull back, but my hands wouldn't come out.
“Curiosity
killed the cat.” She said with a chuckle. She let go of the sphere into which
my gloved hands seemed to have disappeared. “And binds the sissy.”
I
stared incredulously at the white orb that had swallowed up my hands, as if the
latex of my gloves had coalesced with the ball. You could hardly see the welt
between glove and opening.
As
I held it before me, I noticed it was much lighter than a real bowling ball,
but remarkably secure. It was impossible to see the solid cuffs beneath the
smooth surface, but I could feel them tightly around my wrists. Mistress looked
at me with glee as I started pulling my hands.
No
matter how hard I pulled, I couldn't get my arms out even a fraction of an
inch. I gave up when I realized it was useless.
“Mistress?
Wha... What is this? You said no more games!” I almost yelled at her.
My
insolence made her raise an eyebrow, but she let it slide. “This is not a game,
silly. As I promised you, we are going to take it easy for the rest of the day.
I don't want you to do anything but sit down and enjoy while the maids and I
take care of you.” She pinched me in the cheek. I was too astonished by this
turn of events to even flinch.
She
tapped on the sphere. “This is just a subtle reminder for you not to exert
yourself. Now, shall we have lunch?”
I
looked up incredulously. “I cannot eat lunch bound like this!”
She
put her arm around me and firmly guided me towards her chair. “Well, of course
not dear. I will help. You can sit on my lap while I feed you. You like cheese,
don't you? Or would you prefer meat?”
After
lunch, that I spend eating the slices of toast Mistress held up in front of me,
she elaborated on this contraption that bound my hands.
“It
has been made by two very talented young men who have started a small workshop
in Freistaat.” Mistress told me. “After seeing their handiwork, I've become a
regular customer. Some of the furniture in the penalty box is theirs as well.”
“Mistress,
please take it off,” I pleaded. “I'll be good. I promise.”
Mistress
sighed. “Oh Cheryl, quit your whining, or I'll give you another ball. And that
one will go in your mouth. Now, each one of their items is custom made, so it’s
bloody expensive, but they are thinking about starting a production line...”
Apparently,
you needed a key to release the unfortunate captive. Mistress dangled a
necklace with the key tauntingly in front of me.
“You
also need to press these knobs on either side. See? Like this, using both
hands.” She made some complex gestures with her fingers “Though I should
probably mention, you have no way of pressing those buttons while your own
hands are completely encased. Not even if you have the key.”
She
hung the key around my neck. “Feel free to try, though.” She said, smiling
wickedly.
I
soon discovered it was a deceptively mean
thing too. When you are wearing handcuffs, your arms are immobilised, but you
can at least use your fingers. Manipulate stuff. Feel it. But it was just impossible to do anything useful with my
hands stuck inside the bowling ball. I couldn't touch or pick up something as
simple as cutlery or a glass. It was too big and round to use a door handle
with, meaning you could lock me in a room just by closing the door. I couldn't
even scratch my nose properly.
Mistress
wasn't kidding when she said she didn't want me doing anything. It had become
physically impossible for me to do so. That afternoon my hosts had to do
everything for me. Correction, the whole day I had to beg and plead them to do
anything for me.
If
I wanted to drink? 'Please Mistress, may I have some water?', 'Would you be so
kind as to lift that glass for me?', 'Yes, please put your finger in my mouth
so I can suck the last drops from it'.
And
I wept as a child at the humiliation of having Bernadette escort me to the
toilet and clean me afterwards.
But
despite my indignation, I wouldn't sulk. This evening Mistress would take be
back to Mistress Christina, and I'd be gone. For once, time was on my side. I
just had to endure a couple of more hours with Mistress.
So
after my initial shock and resistance, I quietly slipped back into my sissy
persona for whom being tied up by insane bondage devices is just as normal as
wearing dresses and heels.
“Oh
yes, Mistress. I just love the bowling ball. What a nice surprise that
was,” I told her while I was sitting on her lap again, while she fed me grapes.
“Everyone knows a sissy is completely helpless without the firm guidance of her
mistress. But some naughty sissies forget that. And I'm ashamed to say that I
have been a naughty sissy. So it is good that you put the bowling ball on me to
remind me how weak I am without you, Mistress.”
********************************
We
were sitting next to one another in two comfortable garden chairs that
overlooked part of the garden. Lush flower beds spread out before us, and
beyond the bounds of the estate I could see the Alps rise above the bushes and
trees. Even with summer fast approaching, I noticed how the top of the mountain
called 'Alte Mann' was still covered in fields of snow. It reminded me of an
elderly man's crown of white hair. The forests at its base looked like a wild
beard. If you squinted a little bit, you could see a weary and wrinkled face in
the mountain's bare rock.
I
was glad the sun had disappeared behind a veil of grey clouds, otherwise it
would have been intolerable in my latex outfit. Right now, it was only
uncomfortable enough to constantly remind me I was wearing it.
I
looked down at my lap, where the bowling ball still rested, my hands
disappearing into the hard white orb. My leather panties itched on my behind,
but there was nothing I could do about it (it was probably very unwise to ask
Mistress to go anywhere near my sissy-hole). Unfortunately, Mistress showed no
sign of removing this monstrosity any time soon, so I just had to endure. I did
not complain of course. So far I had not given Mistress enough reason to carry
out her threat to put a ball gag in my mouth, and I was not about to, for sure.
“I
love this view,” Mistress said. “I sometimes come here to just sit and watch.
Listen to the whispering wind. No matter how busy or stressing the day has
been, when I sit here I can unwind.” She put her head on her headrest and
closed her eyes, a breeze playing with her hair.
Mistress
indeed looked particularly relaxed. And she had become rather mild too. Once
she was satisfied my mindset was sufficiently meek and feminine, she relaxed
her domineering demeanour. Chatting became more casual and started to drift
away from the many joys of sissydom, to more conventional topics. I didn't even have to finish my critical (and
giggling) comparison of the various plugs and dildos that I had encountered
over the week.
She
told me how in a couple of hours she would take me back to Christina, where I
would be exchanged for Danielle.
“Though
I would love to keep that cute ass of yours here forever and ever,” Mistress
told me, “I'm quite looking forward to seeing my niece. I never thought I would
say it, but I kind of miss her grumpy and rebellious presence.”
She
turned towards me. “How about you? Would you like to see Danielle again? I have
a sneaking suspicion she is quite anxious to see you. She's gown quite fond of
you.”
“She
has?” I asked in surprise. I had to think about that for a moment. We had been
almost constant companions for over two weeks, and we had been friendly with
one another. Even empathic which each other's plight. But it has been a
companionship that had been forced upon us, and my first few encounters with
the boy Daniel had been hardly cordial. I had difficulty believing she really
liked me.
“Oh
yes,” Mistress said with a gentle smile. “The past year has not been easy for
her. She really fought my attempts to feminize her. It had to be done, of
course. It was for her own good, after all. She'll thank me in time.”
A
rebellious thought crossed my mind. How is stealing Danielle's fortune by
making her weak and submissive for her own good? “Of course, Mistress. She'll
be very happy as a sissy. I know I am,” I said smiling as I pushed the thought
away.
Mistress
gave me a satisfied grin. “Of course you are, my dear. I am very good at what I
do, and I love doing it.” Her face turned pensive. “But there was no joy
in seeing Danielle lonely and miserable. She needed a friend, someone she could
relate to. Who is in the same boat as she is. Misery loves company, after all.”
She
looked at me. “And I think she finally found one. She has been much better
behaved since she met you. She is beginning to realize that becoming a sissy is
something to be embraced, not fought. You have been a very good role model to
her.”
“Thank
you, Mistress,” I said gratefully. Deep down I felt guilty, though. I had
apparently been an accomplice in Danielle's feminization.
“And
it is clearly reciprocal,” she said with a smile that was both warm and
wickedly amused.
“Mistress?”
I asked surprised. “I'm not sure what you mean.”
“Oh,
don't be silly, girl. I've seen you two kids kiss. You like Danielle too. You
are just not ready to admit it yet.”
She
turned her gaze towards the mountain in the distance. “And she inspires you in
return. You don't want to resist your feminization at all. No, there is no use
in denying it, my dear. I know it’s true, even if you don't realize it
yourself. You just need an excuse to silence your residual doubts and
embarrassment. Seeing just how futile Danielle's attempts to resist are is all
the excuse you need.” She winked at me.
The
fact that I would be tied up and dragged off to the penalty box if I do
resist had absolutely nothing to do with it, a tiny voice said sarcastically at
the back of my mind. I ignored it as I focused on my incredulity that anyone
would actually object being sissified, least of all me.
“Everyone
needs someone they can relate to. Someone who understands them,” Mistress said
thoughtfully.
“Who
understand you, Mistress?” The words had left my mouth before my mind realized
I was speaking.
Mistress’
head shot towards mine, her face showing her surprise at my sudden and cheeky
personal question. She eyes were pointed at me with a mixture of annoyance and
amusement at my insolence.
Perhaps
it was the relaxing atmosphere of our surroundings, but the latter emotion won
out. Her facial expression turned warm and she smiled.
She
put her hand on my leg and gave a playful tap on my bare thigh.
“Alas,
a woman of my position and lineage enjoys many boons, but understanding of my
woes is not one of them. I have no peers, only underlings. As they say, it is
lonely at the top.”
“Oh,
I'm sorry Mistress.” A thought hit me. “How about Mistress Christina?” I asked.
“Is she not your friend? Doesn't she understand you?”
She
got a dreamy expression as she began to stare off into the distance. She
remained silent for a while, ignoring me.
Just
when I thought the silence was becoming uncomfortable, she suddenly answered.
“In
another time, perhaps. But that was many years ago,” she said. Did I hear
regret in her voice?
I
felt I like I had to say something, but wasn't sure what. I settled for a
neutral “Have you known Mistress Christina for a long time?”
“Oh
yes,” She answered with an amused smile. “We've known one another since we were
children. We were best friends.” Then a glimmer of sadness came ever her expression.
“In a way, each other's only friend, really.”
“You
had difficulty socializing when you were young, Mistress?” I asked.
She
smiled at me, amused by my ignorance. “Cheryl, we were both the heirs to
families older than this nation with more wealth than some countries. From a
young age we have been burdened with the responsibilities and traditions that
our names carried. I never wanted for anything, as I lived in opulence that
many people can hardly imagine, but it wasn't a particularly easy childhood
either. None of the other kids could possibly understand my burdens. Only
Christina did.”
I
remained silent. Though I had trouble sympathizing, I too had heard about how
children from wealthy families tended to have troubled childhoods. I think I
once heard that in the US teen suicides and drug use in the top one percent is
actually higher than in the bottom ten.
“As
we got older, we became inseparable,” Mistress continued. “Together we began
resisting what our parents and society expected of us. Especially when they
began prospecting for our future husbands.”
“Prospecting
for...” I repeated, unsure what she meant. Then my eyes went wide. “You mean
arranged marriages!” I said in bafflement.
Mistress
nodded. “Indeed.”
“But...
Why? Arranged marriages are a thing of the past, surely.” I said.
“You
must understand Cheryl,” she said in a serious tone, “that change does not
affect all strata of society equally, or at the same time. Certainly not in
families as old as ours. Compared to the traditions that pervade my family,
many of the customs and rights you take for granted are novel and barely
proven. A decade before I was even born women had burned their bras in the name
of freedom and self-determination, yet Christina and I had to wear corsets as
we grew up. When other girls would go out and play football, we remained
indoors and played games that practised the skills required of a wealthy
socialite.”
“It
must have been difficult,” I said emphatically.
Mistress
was silent for a moment, staring in the distance. Then a smile appeared. “It
wasn't all bad, of course. We had good times, especially when Christina and I
did our utmost to annoy our parents. We took a lot of comfort in one another.
Especially when it became clear we'd have to marry soon. We shared something no
husband would ever have with either of us.”
“Shared
what, Mistress?” I asked curiously.
She
looked at me in surprise, then burst out laughing. “Oh, aren't you adorable.
Fucked in every possible way, and still you remain innocent.”
“Mistress?
I do not know...” Then it hit me. “You were lovers!” I cried.
She
smiled a wicked smile as she nodded. Then her eyes wandered of. I heard her
sigh. “We promised to stay together forever.”
I
sat there dumbfounded as I tried to wrap my head around that. Mistress
Christina had children. She fancied young men. Granted, she preferred them in
dresses, but men nonetheless. I would never have thought she'd fancy girls too.
We
sat there silently for a while, both of us minding our own thoughts. But I had
to ask the inevitable question.
“What
happened?”
She
shrugged. “Reality happened. We were two teenage girls fighting traditions
older and stronger than the stone that builds this mansion. The outcome was
inevitable.”
Mistress
sniggered. “Though I have to admit that our relationship became strained as
well. We both proved to be quite the spirited little ladies. That was a
disaster waiting to happen. A relationship between two uncompromising dominants
never works out well.”
She
sighed. “Eventually Christina married and we went our separate ways. Still, in
a way, we can thank Christina's husband that you are here with me, in that
lovely dress and boots of yours.”
“He
was a sissy?!” I cried in surprise.
Mistress
laughed. “No. Not at all. He was a real man.”
I
looked at her in confusion. “Did Mistress Christina hate him? Make her despise
all men, so she wants to humiliate them.”
Mistress
gave me an amused and knowing smirk. “Wrong again. It was a match made in
heaven. Quite to my surprise and annoyance, actually. There was some initial
awkwardness between them, of course, but soon Christina adored him.”
“Then
I do not understand,” I said thoroughly confused. “Then what has he got to do
me being a sissy?”
She
smiled the smile of an old sage that is sharing ancient wisdom with his
student. “Christina's husband was a remarkable man. Tall and strong, but
surprisingly soft spoken and gentle. Personally, I thought he was a bit dull,
but even I recognized his inner strength. He supported Christina as she broke the
bonds of her traditional upbringing and rose to her full potential, stoically
withstanding her fury when she ever went too far. I do not have to tell you how
strong Christina herself is. I once saw her stare down Germany's Minister of
Finance like he was an ignorant schoolboy. No-one could ever stand up to her,
save for her husband. He was one of the few people in the world that could tell
her to shut up, and the only one to whom she would actually listen.”
I
listened in fascination. “Sounds like a fairytale,” I said.
She
snorted. “Quite right. Even Christina thought so. She and her husband were like
Siegfried and Kriemhilde, she once said. That proved to be prophetic.”
I
looked at her in confusion. She rolled her eyes at my ignorance.
“Those
are characters of the Nibelungenlied, a medieval poem. It does not have
a happy ending.”
“What
happened to them? To Mistress Christina and her husband, I mean.” I asked in
fascination.
“Like
Siegfried, her husband was betrayed. Betrayed by his own body. Shortly after
Martina was born, he started to waste away. He fought long and hard, but the
outcome was set and inevitable.”
I
nodded.
“But
he did not go out without a bang,” Mistress added. “In his final months he
managed to bully his entire board of directors in giving Christina full
authority and a majority in shares over her corporation. That was one treasure
Hagen wouldn't get...”
I
waited for her to continue, but when she didn't I asked her a question. “But
what has that got to do with me?”
Mistress
smiled. “In time Christina stopped mourning, and new suitors arrived. She
enjoyed their company, but they were not like her lost Siegfried. None could
ever fill his shoes. Each of her daughters was more of a man than they were. At
least they carried the blood of a real man in their veins. Those suitors were
fun to have around and spend time with, she said, but each one was a weak
excuse for a man. A bunch of sissies she called them. First time I ever
heard that word.”
“Eventually,
she began to explore what that word meant to her. Seeking out like minded
individuals. I was her first convert,” she said with much satisfaction.
“And that all culminated with you sitting here in my garden chair, hands bound,
wearing a latex dress, high heeled boots and sluttish makeup. You should be
very proud, sissy. You are the happy ending of a long and tragic fairy tale.”
For
a moment I actually did feel proud. Then my panties began to itch again, and
the moment had passed.
“Did
you ever marry?” I eventually asked Mistress.
She
barked a mocking laugh. “No. When my father introduced me to my future husband,
some silly sod, I said they both could get lost. I would never marry. I
have since seen no reason to change my mind.” She radiated a vindictive but
satisfied grin.
Hesitantly,
I asked her a question. “Did you and Mistress Christina ever... you know... get
back together?”
Mistress
looked at me, but her thoughts were somewhere else. She wanted to say
something, but interrupted herself. Then she simply smiled at me.
“We
had our chance. I still consider Christina my friend. We have a lot in common.
Some things in particular.” She stroked my leg, moving her hand under my skirt,
and gave me wicked grin.
Then
she looked into the distance, eyes glazing over. “But those days of old are
gone and lost.”
We
both sat there in silence for a while. Then Jeanne and Bernadette approached.
“Ma'am?
It's four o'clock. Perhaps you should get ready for your visit to Miss Jäger.
And we need time to prepare little Cheryl here as well,” the raven-haired maid
said.
“Is
it that time already? Very well,” Mistress answered. “You can take her with
you. I'll come by at around five for a final inspection.”
“Of
course, Ma'am,” Jeanne said then turned to me. “Up now, chérie. Faster girl, no
dawdling. Yes, very good. Stand at attention, girl! Mind your posture. Eyes
front, sissy! Well then, to the dressing room with you. Forward... March!”
Flanked
by the two maids, I minced back towards the mansion. From the corner of my eye
I could see Mistress looking into the distance, seeing something only she could
see.
1 comment:
I did not think I would be feeling sorry for Margo. When is the next part?
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