Here's a short, two page comic commission for author James Craft that I completed last night, just in time for Valentine's Day.
A place to collect the thoughts and experiences of heterosexual male cross dressers and transvestites. I try not to be judgemental - hell I was forty-something before I liked myself. I WILL plug the page where I have books to sell - but there are 'freebies' there as well so money isn't a big deal. I'm ancient - so have many years behind me. With any luck I've learned some sense about myself and the subject of transvestism. Have no problem in learning more. Want to, as a matter of fact.
Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Friday, February 2, 2018
(another) Intervention
Dear Readers,
this is yet another variation on the theme where a powerful lady sees something more in the hero's casual cross-dressing and is determined to set things right for everyone. Although this particular one evolved from one of my Scenes from Family Life, it has been stripped of the father-son interaction, so it can be enjoyed by everyone ;)
Hope you like it!
Rosie.
Monday, January 15, 2018
School, Siblings and Other S***
I don't think I ever posted this pic here. It was a commission for fellow artist Fraylim whose feminization art I've admired through the years while perhaps feeling a bit intimidated by their talent at the same time. I worked really hard on the last book I illustrated, and the little feedback I saw was mostly positive, but I also saw one comment from some insensitive individual who said that the publisher should have gotten Fraylim to illustrate it instead. Well, I was flattered someone like Fraylim would want to commission me and I was determined to bring my A-game to this piece.
For this commission, Fraylim wanted a before & after type of piece featuring their character Stuart/Stacy from a mostly unrealized series of theirs called School Daze. Stuart is a shy, stereotypical nerd whose aunt takes it upon herself to make him more popular at school. Naturally, she decides that the most effective way of accomplishing this is by transforming her wallflower nephew into an attractive girl. The rest of the details were left up to me.
For this commission, Fraylim wanted a before & after type of piece featuring their character Stuart/Stacy from a mostly unrealized series of theirs called School Daze. Stuart is a shy, stereotypical nerd whose aunt takes it upon herself to make him more popular at school. Naturally, she decides that the most effective way of accomplishing this is by transforming her wallflower nephew into an attractive girl. The rest of the details were left up to me.
Saturday, December 23, 2017
Another Pink Xmas
It's been so long since I've posted anything, I almost forgot how to do it. This is not a new drawing; I did it almost a year ago, not quite in time for Christmas of 2016, but here it is now. I can't think of anything else to say about it.
Monday, December 18, 2017
Manhattan Marriage
Didn’t realise it’s been so
long since I posted something. It’s coming up to Bea’s second anniversary on
Christmas Day and he would not be pleased. I thought I had better post
something before I get a visit from the Ghost of Christmas Past.
I did not have time to
write something new so this will have to do, I posted this elsewhere so some
readers may have read it before.
The story is not based in
the present but in a more elegant period somewhere between the 30’s and 50’s.
Have a good and safe Christmas.
Carrie
A
Manhattan Marriage
By
CarrieP
The
tears came. At first these came as short bursts of sobbing which then quickly
progressed to more prolonged weeping.
It
had been a particularly trying afternoon for William but then again this was
now true of every afternoon or to be more precise it was true of every day.
No man
should have to go through this torture he said to
himself as he dried his eyes avoiding the mirror as he did so although he knew
this was ridiculous as he would eventually have to fix his make-up. He finally
composed himself and tried to gather his thoughts.
Of
course I know I shoulder some responsibility for this dreadful situation. I was
far too naive, mesmerised by the glamour and glitter of Sophia’s wealth and
position. Yes I was too gullible, he continued to
berate himself as he looked down at the full length housecoat of the softest
velvet in a most delicate shade of peach and felt another sob rise from within.
So foolish, so stupid how could I have
been such an idiot.
These
were the thoughts that ran through his head as he looked around the large bathroom
of his mother in law’s spacious and elegantly appointed Manhattan apartment.
This outpouring of frustration and emotion had become a daily occurrence and
like every other aspect of his recent life it seemed powerless to control. Much
as he hated to admit it this utter lack emotional control was a particularly
feminine quality and one he seemed to be incapable of subduing.
It
all happened so fast but how did I allow it get to this stage? he said quietly as he finally plucked up the courage to look at
himself in the mirror and recalled the early days of his relationship with
mother and daughter.
The van Horne’s were an old and extremely
wealthy New York family and mesmerised not only by this wealth but also the social
influence of Sophia and her mother he was flattered when he received an
invitation to dine with them. He was smitten from the very start and although
he felt Mrs van Horne was a little bit overbearing he reasoned this was from
the perspective of protecting her daughter from gold diggers and this he
thought entirely reasonable. In the subsequent weeks, seduced by their gilded
lifestyle, he was inexorably drawn into their orbit. Soon all three became
inseparable and it was not long before he was invited to stay with them on a
permanent basis. Their luxurious apartment in Manhattan and their large house
in the Hamptons made it impossible to refuse and he quickly became used to
their opulent way of life. From the beginning Mrs van Horne was very generous
to their new companion, fussing over him and lavishing him with expensive gifts
as well as opening accounts in the most exclusive stores. He often wondered how
he lived without such luxury and not only that but he now had the added bonus
of having an attractive woman as a girlfriend. It didn’t take too long before
Sophia’s mother made it known that she would welcome him as a son-in-law and
also made it abundantly clear he would benefit greatly from a union with her
daughter.
It was only now dressed as he was that he
realised he should have been more circumspect in this new relationship when he
remembered what Mrs van Horne said on one occasion.
“He is such a darling boy Sophia, not a bit
macho or aggressive like those other men you have dated.... and those high
cheek bones and delicate features.... there are quite..... ”
She paused for moment before exclaiming,
“Feminine. It’s almost
as if..... ”
“Mother!” Sophia said brusquely cutting off her mother,
giving her a glare for good measure” You’re embarrassing William.”
“Oh I don’t mean to, you’re not embarrassed
are you darling?” her mother replied calmly as she acknowledged her daughter s
interruption by stroking his face gently.
He was extremely disconcerted by her
remarks but was too flustered to say anything. Mrs van Horne continued,
“
and..... he has such wonderful
possibilities.”
Those
words should have woken me up. he said to himself
bitterly.
The
wedding was hastily arranged and was an extremely low key affair just the three
of them and a city hall official as Sophia had to leave for Europe on a
prearranged trip for the cultural foundation which the family’s wealth funded.
A pathological fear of boats prevented William from accompanying his new bride
although looking back on it now he wasn’t sure if he was even asked.
“This is most irregular, a husband should
always be at his wife’s side. Seasickness is an extremely poor excuse for not
escorting my daughter abroad.” she snorted indignantly when he told her of his
phobia and only Sophia’s reasoned argument that she would be unable to
concentrate on her mission if she also had to look after him eventually calmed
her mother.
“Think of it as a quid pro quo Mother.” Sophia said on the dock as she boarded the
liner.
“What!” her mother replied sharply.
“Well you’re not losing a daughter you are
gaining a son.” Sophia answered.
“Mmm...Quid pro quo, you say.” her mother repeated
in a thoughtful voice.
“Perhaps it’s all for the best.” Sophia
said to William as she kissed him gently on the cheek “Mummy will need the
company when I’m gone and there is so much to arrange for the wedding reception
on my return, I’m sure you will be a great help and comfort to her.”
“Don’t worry Sophia.” her mother assured
her daughter, William could see her demeanour had changed considerably.“I will
take very good care of him as I always do. Isn’t that right William?”
“Yes of course Mrs van Horne.” he answered
a little nervously.
“Oh come now, no need to be so formal dear
boy, we are family now.” his mother in law said as she slipped her arm under
his and drew him close, so close that he could feel the wiring in her large
brassiere.”You really must address me as Mummy. That will be part of our quid
pro quo, don’t you agree?”
He did not answer but she pulled him
sharply to her and arched her eyes in an inquisitorial manner. A reply was
expected – the correct reply. He felt extremely uneasy but did not want to
cause an argument just as Sophia was leaving.
“Yes ...Mummy.” he said softly.
“Wonderful. I’m so relieved you two are not
arguing. ” Sophia chirped as she kissed her mother and climbed the gangway.
“Quid pro quo, dear boy, quid pro quo.” his
mother in law said as she led him away.
****************************
“I
thought I should remind you...........” a voice interrupted his recollections.
Anna his mother in law’s loyal and trusted maid
appeared, a smile forming at the corner of her mouth, her eyes scornfully
scanning the figure in a lady’s housecoat, before belatedly adding in a tone dripping with mockery “....Sir.
Miss Sophia will be telephoning from Paris very shortly.”
He winced at the glaringly obvious
expression of ridicule in her voice. Only a few days ago he would berate her, a
mere maid, for such insolence but now dressed as he was and knowing that she would
report any such outburst to her mistress he knew it was best to ignore her
scornful manner and try to maintain some semblance of dignity.
“Thank you Anna” he said trying to sound as
authoritative as a man could to whilst wearing his wife’s clothes.
“Would...sir....like some help
with his make-up?” the maid asked as she entered the bathroom and unnecessarily
rearranged the already neatly folded towels. “Madam will be home shortly and
I’m sure she will wonder how your make-up became so smudged. She went to so much trouble applying it this
morning I really think she will not be pleased to find your face in such a
state.”
He looked in the mirror and saw she was
right, his tears had cause his mascara to run and the tissues he used to dry
them had ruined his immaculately made-up face and through the blotches he could
see his faint masculine characteristics trying to emerge. His mother in had warned
him on several occasions to ensure his make-up was always kept in perfect
condition and he knew she would not be pleased to find his face in such
disarray. Such was his anxiety about displeasing her he quickly agreed to the
maid’s suggestion.
“Yes.... I suppose you are right.” he
reluctantly conceded.
The maid smiled as she stood to one side
and silently gestured he return to the bedroom and without having to be told he
walked to the dressing table holding up the long housecoat so he would not
trip.
“As sir will have to dress shortly I think
it would save time if you removed your housecoat before I retouch your
make-up.” Anna said.
He could not see the point of this request
but the last few days dressed as a woman had destroyed his confidence and
without questioning her he timidly complied. He unbuttoned the housecoat and
she took it from him and placed it in on the bed.
“Is that Madam’s new Dior corselette?” she
said as she ran her hands over the heavy black satin material stretched tightly
over his buttocks.
His embarrassment and vulnerability
prevented him from answering, he could only nod his confirmation. Anna
continued “it really gives you such a wonderfully feminine figure but ... if sir
will permit me... I think your straps need a little adjustment.”
He remained silent as she turned him
around, he could feel her warm breath on his neck and her groin pressing hard
into his plump behind as she altered the corselette’s brassiere straps to her
satisfaction and then gently stroked his arms. It took him a few seconds to
break free of the tight hold she had of him, Anna merely smiled at his feeble
attempt to shake off her grip, she finally let him go and he quickly moved to
the dressing table.
“I
hope you don’t mind me saying ...sir” she said as she applied the
cream to his face “you have such fine features, high cheek bones, full lips,
expressive eyes and long lashes. And Madam’s hairdresser told me your hair was
a pleasure to work with....that perm really suits you and it only took two
hours under the dryer. Maybe next time she will bring you to the salon and you
can have your nails done at the same time. ”
He visibly winced but remained silent, this
could not possibly be true. He had already done everything Sophia’s mother
asked – and more so there was no reason for him to continue to wear women’s
clothing. Anna was so loyal to her
mistress he did not want to say what he really felt because he knew this would be
immediately reported back and would only antagonise his mother in law. He
remained impassive hoping she would discontinue this line of conversation but
his reticence only enthused her.
“I mean .. ” she said as she now applied a
smokey shade of eye-shadow “...it must make it so much easier for you.” He was
afraid to ask what she meant and held his tongue but it didn’t matter as she
clearly considered it a rhetorical question. She noticed his reluctance to
engage in the conversation and persisted in the one sided exchange.
“Now that you have had a few days wearing
such beautiful clothes you probably feel more comfortable in skirts and
dresses, and Madam’s gorgeous corselette gives you such a womanly figure you
probably will not want to return to wearing men’s boring clothes. She told me you have been such a great comfort
and support to her while Miss Sophia is away she has purchased an entire
wardrobe especially for you. She really has such excellent taste in clothes,
wait until you see what she has bought for you. You will look simply stunning.”
He could not believe his ears, this was
some cruel joke on Anna’s part.
“W..what!” he almost screamed.
The sound of the phone rang in the bedroom.
“Excuse me sir.” She said unfazed by his
outburst and left him with his mouth open “that will probably be Miss Sophia.”
“No, this can’t be true.” he said out loud
“I’ve done everything she asked.”He was still trying to process what Anna had
said as the maid returned.
“Miss Sophia is on the line from Paris....sir”
she said.
At
last he said to himself as he gathered the heavy
skirts of his housecoat and rushed to the bedroom. Once Sophia hears what I have done to indulge her mother’s wishes she
will soon put a stop to this nonsense.
“Hello darling.” Sophia’s husky voice
crackled down the phone line “The voyage was quite pleasant, no bad weather and
we arrived on schedule. Paris is wonderful, we really must come here on our
honeymoon, you and Mother will absolutely love it. She sent me a telegram
telling me how marvellous you have been, she is so impressed with you.”
“Oh Sophia...”he interrupted her, his voice
almost breaking with emotion “it’s dreadful your mother has kept me in your
clothes since the day after you sailed.”
“Calm down darling, don’t get too
hysterical.” Sophia said in an unruffled tone “Yes dear, she telephoned me
earlier but just as she was about to explain the line broke down, she said
something about my wedding gown.”
“Yes..yes.. that’s how it started.” he
blurted “your dressmaker wasn’t aware you had left for Europe and arrived the
morning after you sailed with several bridal gowns that you wished to try on
before deciding which one you preferred. Your mother said she would like to see
them modelled before choosing one.”
“Oh that’s right, I trust Mother’s
judgement completely she has such wonderful instincts when it comes to these
things. She is a ........” his wife said but did not get to finish the sentence
.
“She said that as you and I were almost a
similar build … and I should.....” he interrupted her, his voice began to
quiver and he stifled a tear “...wear them for her. I refused but she and the
dressmaker insisted saying time was of the essence and they really must see the
gowns modelled before you returned.”
He could no longer hold back the tears and
he began weep.
“Your... mother and Anna......”he sobbed
“practically ....forced me into one of the gowns”
“Oh darling ...such a brave boy.” she said
encouragingly “I know we are a similar build but you are a little bigger than
me particularly around the torso....how did...?”
“They.... made me wear...... “he snivelled
“....one of your mother corselettes.”
“One of her black Dior ones I suppose or
perhaps it was the new Spirella with back lacing?” Sophia asked in a strangely
calm tone.
“The Spirella.”he replied “it was horrible
they laced me in so tightly, can you telephone her and tell her....”
“Are you still wearing it?” she interrupted
him and brushed aside his request.
“No.... she put me in her Dior corselette
today, said it would be more comfortable” he answered distractedly then
desperately tried to persist with his request he blurted “but can you.....”
“Oh that’s better.” she said continuing to
ignore his pleading “her Dior is certainly tight and figure reducing but it is
more comfortable than the new Spirella. I hated it when she insisted I wear it,
it is so constrictive but it does give one a glorious shape, don’t you think?”
This talk of the merits of women’s foundation
garments was making him quite agitated.
“Please darling” he began to insist “can
you telephone her she wants to keep me in women’s clothes until you return. It
is just awful and most humiliating.”
“William I asked you a question.” Sophia
said an annoyed tone in her voice.
The last thing he wanted was to make her
angry.
“I… suppose so…” he was forced to reply
“Yes they do give a girl a wonderful shape”
Sophia said in a reassuring voice, before adding “Darling I know it’s difficult
but try to stay calm.You must understand Mother and I are rarely separated,
being an only child she and I have an extremely strong bond. Now that you have
married me she considers you even closer than a blood relation, she views you as the second child she never
had. Of course the fact that we have- through sheer luck- similar facial
features only strengthened this intense emotional connection and when she saw
you in the bridal gown she probably saw me. You must know just how emotional
mothers get when they see their daughters in bridal gowns.”
“But...”William tried to interrupt but
Sophia ignored him and continued,
“She
was terribly upset when she found out I had to leave for Europe and I know she
berated you for not coming but deep inside she was glad, your presence meant I was
still with her and she took great comfort in that. In our brief conversation
she said she could not manage without your phenomenal help and support.”
“But I can be of comfort and support to her
without ...without...dressing in your clothes.” he appealed “it is so
humiliating having to wear skirts and blouses. She even insists I wear
make-up.”
“Of course she does. Every woman wears
make-up and I’m sure it makes you more presentable otherwise you would probably
look too masculine. ” his wife answered “please darling ....for my sake just
indulge her for the time being. I know this is difficult for you darling but
you have been absolutely wonderful so far. It’s only for another week or so and
it would break her heart if you did stop now. It means so very much to Mother.”
“But ...I...” he began to protest.
Sophia quickly interjected.
“Don’t
forget ......she is extremely generous and you will find you will be greatly
rewarded for your kindness.”
“But darling..” he said and suddenly heard
a hissing on the line, hitting the cradle with his fingers he frantically
exclaimed “hello ....hello
Sophia are you there....”
The line went dead.
************************************
“Good
afternoon Madam, shall I take your coat also?” Anna said as she took her
mistress’s stole.
“No Anna, I am not staying long I have a
meeting with my ladies club. They are simply dying to meet my son-in-law.” Mrs
van Horne replied checking her appearance in the hall mirror before turning
back to her maid “and how is our protégé progressing?”
“He is a little upset again Madam, he keeps
fidgeting with the straps of his corselette, tugging at his garters and I have
to remind him to keep his heels on at all times.” Anna answered “I’m afraid he
still has not come to terms with his ....his...”
“Feminisation?” Mrs van Horne said “I believe that is the
correct term. He is such a darling boy, obviously does not realise he is far
too pretty to strut about in pants like most men. Good heavens with skin like
porcelain, small waist and those delicate features when he wears pants he looks
more like Katherine Hepburn than Humphrey Bogart and the sooner he realises
that the better. He looks so much better
in skirts and so much like Sophia, it’s almost like she never left.”
“ Yes Madam, he does seem to lack rugged
masculine qualities.” Anna agreed “and
the ...ahem...the .. er.. ...protuberance in his chest area certainly does
give him a slightly feminine silhouette.”
“Yes those two small but wonderfully distinct
feminine mounds are apparently why he wears – or used to wear- loose fitting
shirts.”Mrs van Horne said as she refreshed her lipstick in the mirror “All the
more reason he should be wearing a proper brassiere. Don’t you agree Anna?”
“Of course Madam.” her maid concurred “In
fact I have noticed his posture has improved since he has been wearing one. And
if I may say so Madam, he does have quite shapely legs.....for a man.”
“Yes he does, doesn’t he? And those grey
seamed stocking are perfect on him.” Mrs van Horne agreed “And his attitude has
improved greatly, he wasn’t as compliant when I first met him, however as he
gradually came under my influence and I established my authority over him his
manner changed considerably. It was
quite subtle at first of course, he didn’t even know it had happened but after
a day or two I knew he would make the perfect male companion for me and an ideal
husband for Miss Sophia. You see Anna, society ladies like myself and Miss
Sophia require only the outward or superficial presence of a male, but as you
know very well, that is exactly what it is – a charade. Males are in fact mere
window dressing- trophy husbands for ladies like us. Of course the best way to
ensure they do not get ideas about any macho behaviour is to gradually dress
them in pretty feminine clothes. This engenders those wonderful qualities of
obedience and submissiveness in the male thus making him – as I have said - the
perfect companion and husband.”
“I think there is no doubt he will make Madam
a most suitable companion.”Anna said “but he does seem a little agitated at the
moment. He was crying in the bathroom earlier.”
“Oh that is a good sign Anna.” Mrs
van Horne chirped a broad smile spreading across her face “it means he is
coming to terms with his new circumstances, albeit reluctantly. It may also
mean he has a more feminine streak in him than we thought, after all what kind
of man is so easily persuaded into wearing a bridal gown and then his wife’s
trousseau.”
“Yes Madam it was wonderful to see his
masculinity fade under your persuasive arguments.” Anna said “I just wish Miss
Sophia was here to see it.”
“Yes but it will be worth it she will have
a perfectly trained wife when she returns in a few weeks.” Mrs van Horne
replied. “Now go fetch the dear boy I think he may need some reassurance and
his poor masculine ego may need a little massaging.”
***************************
“Ah, there you are ......my beautiful son-in law.” Mrs van Horne gushed as William
perched on his four inch heels minced his way into the drawing room.
“Oh Mrs van.....”he bleated.
“Now, now William.” she gently chided him
“I thought we agreed how you should address me. And while you are at it do so
in the correct manner that befits ladies of your social standing.”
The young man stopped and hesitated, he
could feel another layer of embarrassment envelop him but he knew he would have
to comply with her wishes otherwise there would be a prolonged conversation
which he would lose anyway. He swallowed hard and saw Anna, who had positioned
herself behind her mistress, smile triumphantly. He hated this form of address
as much as he hated his new clothes.
“Good afternoon .......Mummy.” he said
quietly.
“Can you speak up William, you are not a
schoolgirl meeting the headmistress.” his mother –in-law rebuked him.
“Good afternoon ....Mummy.” he repeated in
a louder but still meek voice.
“Much better.” Mrs van Horne said
approvingly, her voice more gentle now. “Now come and greet me the way we
agreed, in a more affectionate manner.”
Hours spent in high heels under Anna’s
supervision now became second nature and he moved across the room in a
distinctively womanly gait and embraced his mother-in –law, kissing her on the
cheek in an unmistakably feminine fashion.
“Now tell Mummy what exactly is upsetting
you?”Mrs van Horne asked in her most soothing voice.
“It’s just that.... well....”he said
haltingly almost afraid to say the words “....these clothes, Sophia’s
clothes....it’s just ....not right ... I mean I should have my....”
“Ah yes my darling I think I understand.” his
mother-in- law gently interrupted his babbling “you feel you should have your
own clothes to wear.”
“Exactly!” he blurted and now that he could see she was in good humour,
he thought it a good idea to add ingratiate himself to her........“Mummy.”
He could see she was thinking over the idea
and he decided to press his case.
“You see Mummy I think I have worn Sophia’s
clothes long enough.” he began tentatively as she settled herself on the couch
and listened to him intently “I know you miss Sophia and that is very
understandable, she is your only daughter after all and I know you feel closer
to her when you see me dressed in her clothes but I’m sure I will still remind
you of her if I can wear my own clothes.”
He allowed his mother in law to absorb his
argument before continuing.
“I will still be the same person and..” he
decided to play what he considered to be his trump card “ like Sophia I will
always be devoted to you.”
“Of course you are right dear boy, I should
have seen it sooner.”Mrs van Horne said “I suppose it was intolerable of me to
ask you to wear Sophia’s clothes. I see my mistake now, how foolish of me and
thank you for bringing it to my notice. Of course you should have your own
clothes.”
William breathed a sigh of relief. At last
she understood.
“Tomorrow we will go to the most exclusive
stores in New York and buy you an entire wardrobe of new clothes.” she
exclaimed excitedly “you can have anything your heart desires, Chanel skirts,
Doucet blouses, Schiaparelli and Dior have the most wonderful ball gowns this
season. And of course we simply must get you your own lingerie and foundation
wear. Sophia and I always go shopping together but I never thought I would be
able to do this with you.”
Suddenly he felt a lightness in his head
and his legs became weak, he began to tremble at the knees. His mouth opened
but no words came out.
“Oh this is the most wonderful news.” his
mother-in-law exclaimed in a most excited voice and she stood up and embraced
her speechless son-in-law, “and if we have enough time we can get you a new
hair-do, oh..yes... and of course your nails, maybe even get your ears pierced.
There is so much to be done, isn’t this
thrilling? Oh dear you look pale.... is it all the excitement?”
“I....I.....I think..... I need to sit
down.” he spluttered.
Thursday, June 29, 2017
Intervention
Dear Readers,
This story was meant as another of my 'scenes from family life' series, where lots of family members witness the feminization of one of the members, and even get feminized themselves in the course of the story. However, as I realize that father-son feminzation stories do not blow everyone's skirt up, I re-wrote the story to a more conventional setting. Beside the feminization itself, I wanted to explore the feeling of being trapped in the good intentions of someone who just wants what's best for everyone.
I present both versions, so that you can pick the one you like. Or, better yet, read both and tell me which one you like best.
Hope you like it!
Kindly,
Rosie.
This story was meant as another of my 'scenes from family life' series, where lots of family members witness the feminization of one of the members, and even get feminized themselves in the course of the story. However, as I realize that father-son feminzation stories do not blow everyone's skirt up, I re-wrote the story to a more conventional setting. Beside the feminization itself, I wanted to explore the feeling of being trapped in the good intentions of someone who just wants what's best for everyone.
I present both versions, so that you can pick the one you like. Or, better yet, read both and tell me which one you like best.
Hope you like it!
Kindly,
Rosie.
Friday, May 12, 2017
Relative Interference - A (Very) Short Story - and illustration
I haven’t contributed to the blog for quite
some time – a bit shamefaced about that as Dave and Rosie have been keeping it
going between them.
This is a
very short story I’ve posted elsewhere so some readers will have read it
before.
It’s a small
contribution but hopefully readers will enjoy it.
Carrie
Relative
Interference.
By
CarrieP
“I’m afraid I have some bad news William.” Mrs Sophia Dearlove
addressed the young man in front of her and patting the seat next to her on the
couch added “please sit down.”
The young man immediately knew there was something seriously
wrong as he had never before been invited to sit in his employer’s
presence. He looked nervously at Miss
Grayson the housekeeper and his immediate superior before taking such a
liberty, sitting down in Mrs Dearlove’s company would be deemed quite a serious
faux pas for a member of the domestic
staff. However Miss Grayson nodded her approval but given his position in the
household he was still reluctant to do so.
“It’s quite all right
William.” the housekeeper reassured him “you may sit next to the
mistress.”
It had now been several months since Mrs Dearlove had first
met him at the orphanage where he had spent the previous six years. She was
attending a charity event and afterwards as he had served her and her glamorous
female companions’ coffee she had engaged him in conversation. He clearly
remembered how he blushed when she remarked how delicate and feminine his
features were, an opinion that was endorsed enthusiastically by her friends.
Miss Parker the orphanage’s matron noticed the group of women talking to the
young man and joined them. Mrs Dearlove quickly established that the young man
would remain in the orphanage’s care for another two years, something the boy
was deeply unhappy about as Miss Parker was a petty tyrant and now that his
education had come to an end she was using him as unpaid labour. He recalled
how his heart raced as Mrs Dearlove asked if he would be interested in a
position in her household. Given Mrs
Dearlove‘s power and influence with the orphanage’s Board of Directors Miss
Parker had to agree when William quickly agreed to her offer. The position was
as a houseboy and despite some initial apprehension by the exclusively female
domestic staff he had been treated reasonably well as the sole male. The work wasn’t too hard and Miss Grayson the
housekeeper was far kinder than Miss Parker, apart from a few misdemeanours for
which he had received a mild punishment he had been very happy. Until now.
With all this coursing through his mind it was with a great
degree of nervousness that William crossed the deeply carpeted floor to join
Mrs Dearlove on the couch.
“William, my mother will be staying with me for a few months
and ....”Mrs Dearlove said softly, almost apologetically “...well....she has
some unusual ideas regarding male domestic servants.”
William looked at his employer with a quizzical look, Mrs
Dearlove took a sip of her tea then continued,
“You see she has had several bad experiences in the past
with butlers, footmen etc. and will not employ a male servant. Such is her
aversion that she will not even stay in a house that has a male servant. So you
see my dilemma.....unfortunately I will have to send you back to the
orphanage.”
“Oh Madam ...please not that.” the young man pleaded.
“I’m so sorry William but there is very little I can do
about it.” she answered sympathetically.
“Please Madam.” he implored now almost on the verge of tears
at the prospect of being returned to the orphanage, “I’ll keep out of her way,
stay in the kitchen, the garden...anything.”
“I’m afraid that would not make any difference.” she replied
in a regretful voice.
“Please...Madam....”he was begging now and slipped off the
couch onto his knees.
Miss Grayson bent down and whispered in her mistress’s ear.
“Oh I don’t think the boy would agree to..... that Miss
Grayson.” Mrs Dearlove answered her housekeeper, “But...” she hesitated “...
with his features, those wonderful high cheekbones and those beautiful long
eyelashes perhaps he would pass.”
William sensed there
was a suggestion of a lifeline, he would grasp at any straw that was offered as
the very thought of being returned to the orphanage was enough to make him
weep. Anything would be better than that.
“Stand up dear boy.” Mrs Dearlove said and rising to his
feet both women examined him closely “yes...yes.. if mother is any way
reasonable I think it may be a solution.”
“Turn around William.” Miss Grayson ordered and he quickly
complied “Yes Madam he certainly has possibilities and I’m sure if he was given
some intensive training perhaps Madam’s mother would be willing to consider the
idea.”
William didn’t know what they were talking about but felt
that whatever it was there was no doubt Mrs Dearlove seemed very enthusiastic
and positive, even Miss Grayson seemed more animated than usual. He sensed
there may be some hope of resolving the issue and while they were engaged in
their conversation William considered his own situation. There were many
advantages to working for Mrs Dearlove, he was treated much better and life in
this house was easier than the orphanage, the food was also better and there
were fewer restrictions. Of course he was still a servant but at least his
uniform of a white jacket and black trousers appeared more casual than that of
a maid’s uniform. In this outfit he imagined he could have been mistaken as a
visitor to the house but no one could mistake a female servant as there was a
strict uniform code for Mrs Dearlove’s female servants , blue or grey dresses
in the morning and a black one in the afternoon with the regulation white apron and cap of
course.
“William!” are you
listening?” Mrs Dearlove said in an
exasperated voice, interrupting his thoughts. He looked at her blankly.
“Miss Grayson believes there may be a solution to our little
problem.”Mrs Dearlove informed him as she looked at her housekeeper “ a trifle
unusual but my mother may agree.”
“That’s wonderful.” William blurted, barely containing his
excitement “what is it?”
“As my mother’s objection is to male domestics, you will be
dressed as a housemaid.” Mrs Dearlove exclaimed, clasping her hands to her
bosom with excitement and smiling at him expectantly. “you have such
delicate.... almost feminine facial characteristics, a little make-up and a
light colour lipstick would work wonders.”
“And with the correct foundation garments your figure would
be transformed into a more girlish figure.” Miss Grayson beamed, delighted with
her solution.
William thought he was hearing things.
“A housemaid?” he repeated incredulously.
“Yes, yes” Mrs Dearlove declared in an
exhilarated voice “Isn’t it a wonderful idea? Mother could not possibly
object.”
“I would have to dress as a....a... housemaid? A... girl?”
he asked still unsure that he had heard her correctly.
“Yes of course, it’s the only way we could keep you here.”
Mrs Dearlove replied her voice now losing patience with his questions.
“Well.....I.....it’s just that...a housemaid....”he
stammered not knowing how to respond to such an outrageous suggestion.
“Yes it is unusual I suppose.” Mrs Dearlove said “but there
is no alternative I’m afraid. I suppose it was too much to ask but I really
thought you were happy here but I do understand it is not every day
you are asked to dress as a girl. Such a pity I think you would have been a
great addition to the staff. But it is your decision.”
So many thoughts were running through his head and he barely
noticed Mrs Dearlove had retreated to the couch looking extremely disappointed.
“While you are packing Miss Grayson will call a cab to take
you back to the orphanage.”
Those last two words sent a shiver down his spine, Miss
Parker the matron would view his return from such a prestigious establishment
as Mrs Dearlove’s as a personal insult
and he knew she would make his life miserable.
“I...I...”he spluttered
“Yes?” Mrs Dearlove said.
“I.. didn’t mean to... be disrespectful Madam.” he babbled
as he struggled for the words.
“Yes?” Mrs Dearlove repeated her eyebrows arching ever so
slightly.
“I mean I would like to stay.” he finally blurted.
“As a housemaid?” she said as she elegantly crossed her legs
and fixing him with her large grey eyes added, “ and....wearing the appropriate
uniform?”
He looked at Miss Grayson who still held the telephone in
her hands and felt anything would be better than returning in disgrace to Miss
Parker.
“Yes Madam.” he mumbled.
“Please speak up boy I can barely hear you.” she said and he
could hear the irritation in her voice, the last thing he wanted was to get her
angry.
“Yes Madam I would like to stay .....as.....your...
housemaid and I will wear the appropriate uniform.” he blurted and as the words
left his mouth he could feel a wave of shame wash over him.
“Excellent, Mother will be here soon so we had better get
you into your new uniform. Miss Grayson,will you locate something in his size
and meet me in my bedroom.”
William was still in a fog at what he had just agreed to and
mindlessly followed Mrs Dearlove up the staircase to her room. In the months he
had been in her service he had never been in Madam’s bedroom as Miss Grayson
felt it would not be proper to have a male enter the mistress’s bedroom.
“Stand by the bed.” she instructed him as she went to the
mahogany tallboy “and take off your clothes.”
As he began to slowly remove his shoes Miss Grayson entered
with various items in her arms.
“Oh do hurry William Madam’s mother will be here shortly and
we don’t want her to find we have a male servant in the house.” she said in an
urgent voice and turning to Mrs Dearlove said “I think these will fit him
Madam, they are your former lady’s maid’s uniform, although they may be a
little bit tight.”
“I’m sure once he is in this his new uniform will fit
wonderfully.” she said returning to the bed and held up a long pale blue satin
corset with long laces dangling from its eyelets.
William by this time had stripped to his shorts and gasped
as she held it up to his torso, the full implication of agreeing to her
proposal was finally beginning to emerge in all its horrible reality.
A corset I have to wear a corset he cried to himself.
“Yes dear boy” she said noticing the shocked expression on
his face “I’m afraid wearing restrictive corsetry is among one of the many
sacrifices we ladies have to make to make ourselves presentable.......and now
as part of your new life you too will endure a similar experience. It may seem like torture at first but wearing
such a garment has wonderful benefits, enhancing ones figure and promoting
excellent posture for a girl. There is also a very practical reason for wearing
the corset, to get into your new uniform you will need a little help to shape
your body. And this is the very thing that will achieve the perfect shape.”
The boy felt a surge of terror rising up from within but
despite this he knew he had to tread carefully to avoid arousing her ire.
“How long will I have to dress as a maid Madam?” he asked as
diplomatically as he could.
“Oh only for mother’s visit, then you can revert to your
normal uniform.” she answered absentmindedly as she untangled the corset’s laces.
Well, I suppose it
could be worse. he thought, consoling himself that his humiliation would
not last long.
“A few months at the most.” she added as she unravelled the
last knot
A few months! The words
shook him now realising he would have to dress like this for such a lengthy
duration.
“Your shorts.” Miss
Grayson snapped, indicating him to remove them and handed him a satin dressing
gown.
“But..I ...you can’t mean.” he spluttered.
“I am quickly running out of patience, or would you prefer
me to do it.” Miss Grayson said in a tone that left no room for any
misunderstanding of her intentions.
After putting on the dressing gown he quickly slipped down
his shorts, Miss Grayson held up a white satin panelled long legged girdle
against the dressing gown trying to judge his size.
“This should fit.” she said and abruptly handed it to him,
he looked at her blankly.
“What are you waiting for?” Miss Grayson said, a slight
irritation in her voice as she commanded him “put it on....now.”
He turned his back to the women and under cover of his
dressing gown he stepped into the heavy garment, struggling to pull it up.
“Oh dear there’s one of those horrible male bulges Miss
Grayson.” Mrs Dearlove sighed pointing to the offending bump between his legs.
“Oh I’m sure I can fix that.” her housekeeper answered and
without warning she grabbed the top of the boy’s new girdle and to his
astonishment pulled it down leaving his totally exposed, paralysed with a
mixture of shame and fear.
“As I suspected..... nothing
too large.” she said in a contemptuous tone as she viewed his flaccid penis
before snapping “Open your legs boy.”
Stunned, he silently and meekly obeyed her instruction and
in an instant she had pulled his member down and tucked it tightly between his
legs.
“Now close them tightly and pull up your girdle.” she
ordered, he looked down and saw there was practically no male bulge, any sign
of his manhood had disappeared.
“Much better Miss Grayson” Mrs Dearlove said as she ran her
hands over the now smooth and even satin material and slipped it between his
legs and letting her hand linger momentarily she gently rubbed his hidden bulge
which caused him to emit a slight groan. She ignored this and turned her head
to Miss Grayson and added “I would hate
to have any unsightly lumps in case Mother wishes to inspect him.”
“Perfectly understandable Madam.” Miss Grayson replied.
She released him and nodded to her housekeeper, “Carry on
Miss Grayson.”
Mrs Dearlove watched as
Miss Grayson sat him at the dressing table and showed him how to roll up
stockings and attach them to the girdle’s garters and after he had finished she
marched him back to her mistress who wrapped the corset around him and as she tugged at the laces he felt his torso
compress causing him to gasp.
“Yes it does have that effect, hold on to the bed post.” Mrs
Dearlove said as she waited for him to grab hold of the bed post before
resuming her task, he groaned once more as she tightened the stays.
“Oh don’t be such a baby.” Miss Grayson said sharply.
“Do you know William...” Mrs Dearlove said as she gave a
final jerk to the laces “this is my mother’s corset, she gave it to me when I
was about your age and was going through a tomboy phase. She insisted I wore it
day and night for weeks, she said it would instil a more feminine attitude in
me.”
She knotted the laces tightly, turned him around and
inspected her handiwork before running her hands over the nipped in waist of
her skirt and said
“And as you can see it really did work. There is nothing
like a good corset to enhance one’s femininity.”
“Now my darling boy, how many petticoats would you like to
wear?” she said.
“Petticoats?” he answered still trying to recover his
breath.
“Yes I really want you to look your best when Mother arrives.”
she said enthusiastically as Miss Grayson arranged several items on the bed.
“I... don’t ... I
mean I...”he stammered barely
comprehending what was happening.
“Yes..petticoats.” Mrs Dearlove explained as if talking to a
child “you really will have to look as feminine as possible if you are to
convince my mother your intentions are
honourable.
“I think Madeline always wore four under this particular
uniform, Madam” Miss Grayson helpfully pointed out to her mistress referring to
Mrs Dearlove previous lady’s maid.
“Yes, dear Madeline” Mrs Dearlove sighed at the mention of
the name and turning to William said “an excellent lady’s maid I trained her
myself...to a very high standard.”
William had heard the servants speak of Madeline and how
glamorous she always looked and how obedient she behaved.
“Is four acceptable to you William?” Mrs Dearlove asked the
bewildered boy who now unable to speak merely nodded. “Excellent , I think the
silk and taffeta ones Miss Grayson, the ones with the deep frilled hems.”
In a daze he felt the soft fabric being pulled up his
stockinged legs and watched them as they settled the petticoats over his now
uncomfortably reduced waist, in a matter of moments they had slipped the heavy
duchesse satin black uniform dress over his head and carefully arranged the
skirt over his petticoats. Mrs Dearlove pulled back his longish fair hair into
a knot at the back securing it with hairpins and placed a frilled lace cap on
his head to which she attached more pins to keep it in place. Meanwhile Miss
Grayson was busy slipping his arms into a starched white frilled apron which
she tied in an ornate bow at the back. The youth was still quite disorientated
as Miss Grayson applied some light make up foundation to his face.
“Pucker your lips William.” she instructed, meekly he obeyed
as she covered his lips in a delicate shade of pink lipstick, both women stood
back to view the result of their labours.
“Madam should really change as I believe your mother is due
to arrive in a few hours.
“Oh! is that the time?” Mrs Dearlove said glancing at the
clock “Yes I suppose I’d better change. Something conservative I think, you
know how Mother is Miss Grayson.”
“Yes Madam.” The housekeeper said deferentially. “Perhaps
the grey silk shantung and the pearls Madam’s mother sent from India?”
“Excellent suggestion!” Mrs Dearlove said “you fetch it and
the boy can begin undressing me.”
As they were speaking William caught a glimpse of himself in
the large ornate dressing mirror, it took several seconds for him to realise
that he
was the feminine figure in the formal maid’s uniform staring back. Still not
quite believing his eyes he moved his body ever so slightly and the petticoats
peeking out from under the dress of the girl in the mirror swayed. He was
horrified at the sight but at the same time could not take his eyes away from
it. So mesmerised by the reflection he did not notice that both women had
stopped talking.
“I see your new maid is quite taken with her new uniform
Madam.” Miss Grayson laughed.
“Yes he does seem to like it.” Mrs Dearlove agreed as she and
Miss Grayson approached him, “I find that pretty boys are no different from
girls Miss Grayson. Put them in a delightful dress and they behave just like a
girl. Isn’t that so William?”
The boy hung his head in shame, this was the most
humiliating experience of his short life. Miss Grayson began fussing with the
skirt of his uniform.
“You were correct Madam he has made the transition from
houseboy to housemaid quite easily.” she said “once he is trained properly he
will make a wonderful addition to the staff. Madam’s mother will barely
notice.”
“Oh dear just look at the time Mother will be here shortly
I’d better hurry. William you may as well begin your duties now, unzip me.”
The boy just stared at her blankly.
“Oh I see your confusion you thought you would be put to
work as a house or parlour maid. Well Miss Grayson and I have been discussing
that and I think that as you are dressed in a lady’s maid’s uniform you may as
well be trained as a lady’s maid. Of course when my friends come for morning
coffee or afternoon tea we will have you in attendance, my friends simply adore
pretty servant girls. Now do hurry up ....like a good boy.”
She turned her back to him as Miss Grayson busied herself in
her mistress’s closet retrieving her change of dress. William in his new three
inch heels minced his way across the room and began unzipping her dress. She
pulled it down over her breasts and it slid to the floor leaving her standing
in her pale blue satin slip. She stepped from the dress and looked at him
quizzically.
“Well don’t just stand there.” Mrs Dearlove said as if
speaking to a five year old “you are a maid.... pick it up and lay it on the
bed, then fetch me a steel grey slip from the tallboy, the third drawer down. Oh
dear you really are slow so I will remove my slip this time. Now run along and
try to be quick I haven’t all day.
Miss Grayson returned with a beautiful grey silk shantung
silk creation and laid it on the bed.
“Yes he is a bit slow Madam.”Miss Grayson said as she helped
her mistress with her slip “and rather ungainly but once we get him trained
properly I’m sure he will make an excellent servant girl.”
“Yes and hopefully Mother will approve.” Mrs Dearlove said
as they both watched her new male maid return with her slip.
“Approve of what
exactly my dear!” A voice boomed from the door as its owner looked at the
uniformed maid and as she sailed gracefully into the room she added “you never
told me you engaged a new lady’s maid....and such a pretty one. Come here girl
and let me have a look at you.”
“Mother! How
delightful to see you.”
William felt his knees weaken.
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