Below is Chapter 10 of ASP, as alluded to in the previous
post I’ve been busy for the last number of weeks and could not devote as much
time to the story as I would have liked. I also had hoped to have a second
illustration but I could not finish it in time, there is a discrepancy in the
illustration posted which I was grateful to Our German Friend for spotting but again
I just didn’t have time to correct it.At the moment I'm unsure when I'll be able to post the next chapter which this time I'm almost certain will be the final one. Again I think I got all the typos if not apologies.
Thanks again to readers who are following this for your
patience and support.Hope you enjoy it.
Carrie
A Suitable
Position
Chapter 10
A Mistress’s
Model Maid.
The horror of being stripped
of his clothing in the dressing area of a large and exclusive store would be an extremely invidious situation for any
boy to be found in but for Robert Kilcoyne this was a waking nightmare through
an unfortunate set of circumstances he was manoeuvred into acting as maid to
his employer Frau Rozamund Kirchen. The store in question catered for the
female servants of the wealthy and powerful ladies of the principality of
Katrinaburg and the misfortunate youth now found himself wearing the female
underwear his employer Frau Kirchen had insisted on in the company of several servant girls who were
also reduced to their underwear. Naturally he had complained bitterly about the
horrible -not to mention- mortifying maidservant uniform he had been forced to
wear shortly after he had entered her service and thought his situation could
not get worse but standing in a ivory satin slip in the locked dressing area of
the store amongst an gathering of elegant ladies and their maids he now knew
better. His employer and her close companion Lady Maxine, the Countess of
Argyll had settled on the idea that he would require a new uniform, one which
would reflect his new status as Frau Kirchen’s lady’s maid. A ghastly medical
disorder had bestowed upon him two perfectly rounded breasts which had
contributed to his current dilemma but luckily in such difficult circumstances had
also helped to disguise his true sex.
The only people aware of this were these two women and his employer’s
housemaid Greta who, in order to allow him to continue with this horrible charade and to reduce his risk
of exposure and subsequent excruciating humiliation which would certainly
follow, had given him several valuable lessons on how to behave himself in a
suitably feminine manner. Up to now this had worked although several comments
had been made about his occasional ungainly comportment and although he had androgynous
almost feminine features one or two women had observed certain masculine
characteristics which caused him great anxiety. Finding himself dressed only in
lingerie in the company of several women was adding greatly to his fears and no
doubt risked his discovery as a male.
“Ladies, Ladies”
Frau Kaufmann the proprietress of the establishment, cried loudly over the
noise of a dozen or so of her clients who were talking noisily amongst themselves and when she had finally got their
attention continued “ if you follow my assistants through to the viewing area
we can begin the show.”
“The show?” Robert whispered to Lena, Baroness von Wagner’s
lady’s maid whom he had just met but seemed very friendly.
“Frau Kaufmann has some new uniforms that she shows to her
best clients and their friends.” Lena replied.
“She has some gorgeous uniforms.” Susanne, another maid he
had just been introduced to, eagerly added.
“A real model wears them.” Hilda, a girl who had been forced
into domestic service by her guardian, said excitedly.
“We have to stay here while our mistress’s chose our new
uniforms.” Monika one of the other maids said and enthusiastically added “but
at least there are windows we can look through.”
They all seemed excited by the prospect of the show which
and were not paying as much attention to him as they had, as there had not been
any further remarks about the slight masculine features the girls said he possessed
Robert’s anxiety levels began to drop slightly. For some reason he could not
make out Hilda was very empathic towards
him, she took him by the hand and moved to join the others at the windows where
they watched as the ladies filed into the other room until only Frau Kaufmann,
Frau Kirchen and the Countess were left.
“You certainly have big hands for a girl?” Hilda observed as
she placed her palm comfortably inside his.
“I …..emmm ah…..I ….”
he spluttered searching for a plausible response and was never so grateful to
see Frau Kirchen as well as the Countess
and Frau Kaufmann suddenly appear next
to them.
“Girls” Frau Kaufmann began “we have a slight problem the
model we had arranged has had to cancel at the last moment due to unfortunate
circumstances and it appears there is only one of you who fill fit her dress
size.”
The atmosphere in the room changed, Robert looked around him
the air was suddenly filled with that peculiar feminine trait, a mixture of
high pitched squeals and lots of elaborate hand gestures.
“Oh isn’t it exciting?” his new best friend Hilda said
waving her hands in front of her face like a fan.
“Yes, very.” Robert lied but for the sake of keeping his
cover tried to inject some enthusiasm into his voice, and looking around at the
near hysteria thought it really must be
exhausting being a girl the whole time.
“I wonder who’ll be the lucky girl?” Lena said and the group
descended into another bout of oestrogen fuelled chatter as Robert still very
conscious of trying to fit in tried his best to look interested.
“I know you all want to be the one to model the new outfits
but unfortunately only one of you is the right size.” Frau Kaufmann announced
to more girlish noise “so the lucky girl is ………..Daphne Kirchen.”
There was a moment of silence as the disappointment sank in
for the others then the girls surrounded Robert.
“But my name is not Daphne Kirchen” he protested not realising
it was his name that Frau Kaufmann had announced.
“Well you’re the
only Daphne here” Hilda said hiding her disappointment and giving him a girlish
congratulatory peck on the cheek.
“But my name is not Kirchen.” he continued to insist “there
must be some mistake.”
“Oh I see his confusion girls.” Monika said to the others
“he doesn’t realise we’re given our mistress’s surname name to more easily
identify us.”
“Just like a slave is given their mistress’s name.” Lena whispered
in his ear as she too gave him a kiss on the cheek and looking him directly in
the eye added “you can definitely forget about wearing trousers from now on,
welcome to your new life.”
“As a consolation you can all help her dress for the show.”
Frau Kaufmann said as her assistants wheeled in a rack of dresses.
Robert could feel his legs go from under him and had to sit
down before they gave way under him, he was immediately surrounded by a gaggle
of women, their heavy perfume was so overwhelming he could hardly breathe.
“Ah.. look she’s overcome with excitement.” he heard one of
them said sympathically.
“Settle down now girls don’t overexcite the girl.” Frau
Kaufmann said making her way through the group with Frau Kirchen and the
Countess.
“She’ll be fine, she just a little overcome by the honour,
why don’t you ensure the other servants know which aprons she is to wear, and
I’ll talk to her.” Frau Kirchen said quietly to Frau Kaufmann how left to
organise the others.
“I… can’t.. do this.” Robert said his voice trembling.
“Of course you can just remember what Greta taught you and
you’ll be fine.” Frau Kirchen said softly but with a steeliness in her voice Robert had come to recognise.
“We were watching you through the two way mirror and you had
little or no problems convincing your new friends you’re a girl.” the Countess
said caustically.
But … I… it’s just ….”he stammered but unable to contradict
the Countess’s argument.
“Whether you like it or not you make a reasonably passable
girl.” the Countess sneered “and unless you want me to put you over my knee
here and now you will do exactly as we say.”
“Oh Maxine I really don’t think Robert wants it to come to
that, now do you my darling boy?” Frau Kirchen said looking at him intensely
with her piercing eyes, her voice loud enough and within earshot of the other
women to cause Robert considerable concern.
“Please…. Madam” he blurted the panic clearly evident in his
voice “the other girls will hear.”
“Oh isn’t that sweet Maxine” Frau Kirchen said as she turned
to her friend and smiled, repeating his own phrase “the other girls.”
“Yes Rozamund he obviously thinks of himself as one of them
now.” the Countess replied and giving him a lingering disdainful look added “and you really could not blame him, all
gussied up in his pretty foundations just like them.”
While the Countess’s mocking tone was not lost on Robert he
now had other things to worry about as he noticed the girls taking a closer
interest in the animated scene being played out between the three of them. This
of course made little difference to the Countess and she continued to direct
her remarks towards the increasingly alarmed and by now very unsettled youth.
“Well young man what is it to be? Are you going to model
those dresses or not?” her irritated tone had increased in volume causing
Robert to wince.
“Of course he is.” Frau Kirchen intervened, her voice soft
and gentle, placing her arm over his shoulder she said “he wouldn’t disappoint
his mistress, now would you dear boy?”
Robert’s eyes flitted from the encouraging face of Frau Kirchen
to the Countess’s threatening countenance.
“Err… no Madam.”he blurted and desperately feeling he needed
to get back into the Countess’s favour and avoid her drawing any more attention
to him, added “of course not Madam.”
“Good I’m glad to hear it.” the Countess said, her voice
returning to a more normal volume much to Robert’s relief.
“Excellent, now run along to your friends I’m sure they’re
looking forward to helping you.” his mistress cooed giving him a gentle pat on
his satin girdled posterior.
Robert swallowed hard and fearfully tottered away from the
two ladies towards the waiting group who were eagerly looking through the rack
of uniforms.
“Having a hard time from your mistress?” Lena said sympathetically.
He could only nod his agreement as the women enveloped him
offering words of comfort.
“Mistresses can be mean sometimes” Monika said hugging him
in that familiar way girls do, he felt her breasts press gently into his own and
could even feel the material of both their bras rubbing together.
“It certainly was mean of the Countess to refer to you as boy but
I suppose it’s just their way of ensuring you know you place.” Susanne said “Most
mistresses do this with girls who are new to domestic service they don’t want
you getting too uppity or feeling too pretty, we don’t think you’re boyish, we
think you’re very pretty don’t we girls?”
“Of course we do.” they all cooed their agreement but
Robert’s heart skipped a beat at hearing this and his anxiety levels rose
sharply once more.
Oh shit they’re
probably really suspicious now he thought I’d better be really careful and act as feminine I possibly can.
“Now girls if
you’d like to freshen her make-up and fix her hair I’ll select the uniforms and
the sequence I want them to be worn, when she’s ready you can dress her.” Frau
Kaufmann said.
Lena and Monika led Robert to a chair and opening their
handbags they decanted onto the table various items of make-up, brushes,
pencils, tubes and other things Robert had never seen before.
“Girls” Lena called to the others “her hair.” And soon
Robert was surrounded once more by his new friends who enthusiastically set
about re-styling his hair while Lena and Monica began working on his face.
The youth sat motionless as female hands marked his lips and
eyebrows with pencils and brushed material of various hues, colours and
textures over his newly applied foundation at the same time he felt his hair
being brushed and then tugged he felt someone had put in curlers before applying
some sort of spray but such was his fear he daren’t not ask. The incessant
gaggle of female voices was almost deafening and the aroma of several perfumes
assaulting his olfactory system quite intoxicating. He distinctly felt the
material of more than one bra brush off his bare back and shoulders and then
the gentle pressure of soft bosoms against his flesh as they leaned into him as
his hair was arranged by two pairs of
unseen hands.
“This is fun, isn’t it Daphne?” he heard a voice ask from
behind as he felt a strand of his hair being tightly wound into another curler.
“Errr… em….. yes” he lied as he winced at his hair being
tugged tightly.
“A big difference from being a boy.” Hilda said, smiling as
she observed the scene.
Robert’s heart rate jumped yet again at the mention of this
reference to his true sex, he avoided her gaze.
“Tomboy, you mean
Hilda” Monika chided her and added sarcastically “just like you, remember?”
“Boy, Tomboy all the same I suppose.” Hilda replied.
“It’s such a pity we don’t have more time, we could have
given you a complete make-over.” Susanne
said as she removed the curlers and brushed his hair into the style she
required.
He was paraded in front of Frau Kaufmann who was discussing
the uniforms with Lena, it appeared she had been put in charge of his dressing.
“Very nice” she purred as she inspected him front and back
stroking his hair as she did so, he noticed she was now carrying a long thin
cane, “Yes very nice indeed, I’ll inform the ladies we will start shortly while
you get her into her first uniform.”
She disappeared through the door as Lena selected a plain
black taffeta uniform from the rack and as the others gathered around she held
it up for him to see, an A line below the knee dress with a delicate lace white
collar with matching lace cuffs. Having these women around him made him
incredibly nervous but seeing the excitement generated he decided he’d better
not show it and from somewhere managed a smile which he hoped the others would
believe to be genuine.
“Ah yes the classic retro style, very chic.” Monika squealed
as she viewed the dress to a chorus of approval from the others.
Lena soon had it over his head and he had no choice but to
slip his arms into the tight fitting sleeves she began zipping him into it
while Susanne had fetched a pristine white pinafore apron with a satin
waistband, delicate lace edging around the borders, the pinafore straps were
made from the same material. He knew what was expected of him and he
automatically extended his arms as Monika placed the awful garment over his
arms and settled it on his shoulders before tying it into a large bow at the
back, Susanne placed a frilled matching cap on his head and held it in place
with hair clips. By now Hilda had joined the others and began fussing at his
hair while some of the women straightened his dress and apron, there were at
least six women surrounding him all making enthusiastic and complimentary
remarks about his new dress and appearance when Frau Kaufmann returned. Throughout
this ordeal Robert was unable to view the transformation that was being
undertaken and dreaded to think what he now must look like and his worst fears
were realised when they led him to one of the large mirrors. His previous
uniform had been bad enough and he really didn’t think it could get much worse
but it had, the uniform he now wore was even more feminine than the previous
one, if that was remotely possible. Worse still, being the only one of them
dressed he was now the sole focus of attention.
I would have been
better off still wearing only my lingerie. He thought and cursed himself
for referring to the items of underwear as “my”.
“A big change from wearing trousers isn’t it?” a voice from
behind whispered in his ear.
He almost jumped at the comment as the owner of the voice
came into view. Hilda smiled as she fingered his apron.
“You’re really one of us girls now, after your mistress sees
how gorgeous you look in this you can forget about ever wearing trousers
again.”
Robert had been on edge since he entered the premises but
apart from one or two innocent comments about his boyish looks he was almost convinced
no one had any real inclination of his true sex. No one that is except Hilda,
maybe because it was because she too was forced into feminine clothing as well
as domestic service or maybe because of the extreme circumstances he found
himself in, such was his confusion he didn’t know if he was being paranoid or
not. Did she suspect the truth? Would she share her doubts with the others? Whatever
the truth was, it scared Robert and he could barely meet her eyes. The tension
was broken as Frau Kaufmann approached.
“Excellent” Frau
Kaufmann said, the admiration for his transformation very evident in her voice
“you are all very proficient in your profession, your mistresses have obviously
trained you to a very high standard as lady’s maids. My own girls could learn a
thing or two from you I’m sure.”
They all giggled and became somewhat bashful at her
compliments while her assistants looked on slightly nervous at her remarks.
“What is your name again my dear?” Frau Kaufmann addressed
Robert.
“Daphne.”he answered, shamefully admitting to his feminine
name.
“Madam…………” Frau Kaufmann gently chided her new model. “You
must address me as Madam the same as your mistress.”
“Sorry Madam.” he
apologised, his eyes drawn to the severe looking cane in her hand.
“Quite all right my dear, an easy mistake to make.” she
reassured him as she made a little adjustment to his frilled cap and patting
him patronisingly on his now perfectly made-up cheek added “but I do hope you’ll remember the correct
form of address in the future.”
“Yes Madam.” he blurted nervously and gave a little curtsy
which from recent experience he knew women in authority appreciated.
“Excellent” she purred as she stroked his hair and looked
deep into his eyes “I’m sure you’re a quick learner and very obedient girl” and
addressing the other women said “both very necessary qualities for a good
lady’s maid. Isn’t that right girls?”
“Yes Madam” his new friends chorused in unison, seeming to take
this as a compliment rather than the indignity Robert felt it was meant to
convey.
“Now as you are unused to modelling clothes in front of
ladies of rank you may feel a little nervous but don’t worry I will be there to
guide you.” she said and holding up her cane added “and of course my little
assistant here.”
A little nervous Robert screamed inside his head his thoughts
now focusing more on the cane than his upcoming ordeal.
Robert despite trying to could not take his eyes away from
the cane and this did not escape Frau Kaufmann.
“Oh don’t be concerned about the cane” she laughed loudly “you
probably thought I was going to thrash you with it. Oh no …. Well not unless
you make a ghastly faux pas.”
Robert noticed no one else was laughing, Frau Kaufmann continued,
“No my dear I will use this to instruct you. When I first
tap you on your legs you will walk and when I wish you to halt I will repeat
the procedure. Do you understand girl?”
“Yes Madam.” Robert answered, horrified at the prospect of
such humiliation in front of his employer and the Countess his thoughts were
interrupted as Frau Kaufmann rattled out more instructions,
“Now when we enter the room I will tap you twice and you
will proceed through the room in an anti- clockwise direction, the ladies will
be seated in several groups throughout the room. You will stop, curtsy and then
twirl around for the ladies allowing them to inspect your uniform. You will not
speak unless spoken to and not move forward until your legs feel my cane once
more. If the ladies request anything of you such as a different pose, naturally
you will comply, failure to do so would embarrass your mistress and I don’t
think you would want to do that, now would you dear girl?”
Robert was appalled that he would be paraded around in front
of these ladies like a trained poodle having to perform for their amusement but
the constant action of the cane against her skirt and the merest hint of menace
in her voice persuaded him that this was not the time to confront her.
“No Madam.”he replied, his eyes downcast.
“Good I didn’t think so, now you are going to be one of the
prettiest and most obedient maidservants to wear one of my uniforms, you’ll
make your mistress proud, now isn’t that so? ” she said as she lifted his chin
with her finger and gazed at him with her piercing blue eyes.
He was transfixed by her stare and could only nod his
agreement but this wasn’t enough for her.
“Say it.” she demanded.
“I will be the prettiest and most obedient maidservant to
wear one of your uniforms.” he mumbled, the humiliation washing over him like a
wave.
“Oh I’m sure you can do better than that. Say it again and
this time louder and with more conviction.” Frau Kaufmann said softly as she
brushed her cane up his pantyhosed leg leaving Robert in no doubt as to what
would happen if his response was not the correct one and before he had time to
react she added “and face your friends when you say it.”
The shame was almost too much to bear but a flick of her
cane against his legs had the desired effect in concentrating his mind and quickly
he repeated the degrading phrase for the audience now gathered around him.
“I will be the prettiest and most obedient maidservant to
wear one of your uniforms Madam.”
The look on their faces was somewhere between pity and
contempt or maybe just relief that it wasn’t them that had to utter the
demeaning words.
“Much better.” Frau Kaufmann trilled, a broad smile creasing
her face and looking at the dispirited figure in front of her said “now you are
in the right frame of mind to model my wonderful creation. I believe a girl
must be in the correct frame of mind, suitably docile and compliant as a true
lady’s maid should be before she is presented in front of my distinguished
clients.”
She fussed about his apron and cap making small and probably
unnecessary modifications and as she caressed his left cheek with the handle
her cane she once more looked him directly in the eyes and said softly
“You are docile and compliant now…. aren’t you?”
“Yes Madam.” he answered truthfully, cowed into subservience
as much by her threatening gestures as the degrading uniform. He consoled
himself that at least she had not discovered his secret. Agreeing with her
assessment of how he should comport himself seemed to please Frau Kaufmann
enormously and her mood became much lighter.
“Wonderful my dear, now it’s time we got started, stand by
the door and wait until you I call you, when you enter the room you will
immediately curtsy and wait for my signal before you proceed around the room as
I have instructed. Do you understand?”
“Yes Madam.” he replied and before he had realised it he
curtsied.
“That’s a good girl.” she said and opened the door to the
other room as the others gathered around him.
“Don’t mind Frau Kaufmann” Lena said “she’s obviously knows
being a tomboy you’re not used to wearing dresses so she wants to ensure you’re
completely focused. You’ll be fine I’m sure your mistress will be proud of
you.”
There were a lot of hugs and air kisses from the other
girls, Hilda was the last to approach him and as she kissed him on the cheek
she lingered for a moment and whispered in his ear
“You really do make a wonderful girl I’d love to
have you as my maid.”
Robert could feel his stomach lurch at her words and as
always when he got a sudden fright he could feel his eyes dilate betraying his
emotions.
Oh shit! That’s a dead
giveaway. Does she know? he groaned to himself desperately trying to
analyse and parse her words in the hope that it was just an innocent remark.
“Daphne!” Frau Kaufmann called, he never thought he would be
grateful to hear his feminine name ring out, grateful to escape from Hilda’s
company he quickly minced over to Frau Kaufmann ensuring his hips swayed with
each step and stood awaiting her instructions at the adjoining door to the
salon where the ladies were assembled. He stole a glance back at the girls and
saw Hilda make a kissing gesture with her lips however his attention was
quickly diverted back to Frau Kaufman as her voice made an announcement to the
ladies within,
“Ladies as you as aware my regular model is unable to attend
so Frau Kirchen has kindly allowed me to use her maid to model this season’s
uniforms for lady’s maids.”
She gestured to Robert and with a feeling of extreme apprehension
he tottered into the salon and as instructed he took he lifted his skirt
slightly and curtsied to the assembly, nervously keeping his eyes downcast. He
could hear voices murmuring but could not make out what was being said.
“Remember a figure eight around the room, stopping at each
group, curtsy and then slowly turn around to allow them to see the back of your
uniform. After the last group you will return to the dressing room and change
into your next uniform.” Frau Kaufmann in a soft voice said discreetly into his
ear. As he now had to manoeuvre around the room he could no longer keep his
eyes focused on the floor to avoid the full glare of his audience, he slowly raised
his eyes to survey what lay before him.
The air was full of female conversation as well as the heady
mix of competing perfumes, the assembled seemed to be busy in their
conversations and didn’t seem to notice him which calmed him somewhat. Frau
Kaufmann left him and approached the ladies.
Maybe they’re more
interested in talking among themselves, typical- gossiping like most women
hopefully they’ve probably forgotten I’m here and will barely notice when I
pass by them, he said to himself.
The room was very
spacious white panelled walls, exquisite tapestries and post-modernist art work
adorned the walls, a chandelier hung from the ceiling and lamps placed
throughout the room gave it a warm glow. The gold coloured marble flooring had
a large deep carpet in the centre on which comfortable couches and chairs
upholstered in gold silk damask rested. Several ladies were standing talking to
each other while the remainder sat sipping sherry, he estimated there were
between fifteen and twenty women present. He noticed Frau Kirchen sitting with
the Countess while Lady Agatha and Miss Clarissa were engaged in conversation
with two other women, all of them were elegantly dressed, perfectly coiffured
and each of them wearing expensive jewellery. The room reeked of wealth, power
and authority.
Mesmerised by the scene in front of him he didn’t notice the
room had gone quiet and Frau Kaufmann had suddenly appeared beside him once
more.
“Ladies please take your seats we are about to begin.” Frau
Kaufmann announced and as the last lady seated herself he winced as he felt
Frau Kaufmann’s cane flick twice against his calves giving him the signal to
begin.
He slowly and nervously began walking to the first group,
four middle-aged and expensively dressed matrons.
“Yes very nice.” the first one said as he approached and
curtsied and following Frau Kaufmann’s instructions turned three hundred and
sixty degrees allowing them to inspect the back of the uniform.
“Such a beautiful cut to the skirt.” another said and all
four turned began a conversation amongst themselves, Robert took this as a
signal to move on to the next group.
“And where do you think you’re going, girl. Stay where you
are we are not finished.” Snapped a lady with a fur stole, giving Robert a
dirty look before harrumphing “Honestly!
Young servant girls these days.” alarmed by her tone he stood rooted to the
spot and curtsied.
“Oh I’m so sorry Madam.” Robert blurted and feeling his legs
starting to tremble.
“Not to worry my dear.” Her companion a lady in a bottle green crepe
de chine dress assured him “I’m sure you’re a little nervous, we won’t detain you long.”
She lent closer and fingered the material of the dress and
invited the others to do the same.
Robert had to remain still, which wasn’t a problem as he was
by now scared stiff, as the women examined and discussed the uniform. After
what seemed like an age the lady who upbraided him eased back in her seat and
with a nonchalant wave of her leather gloved hand said
“You may go.”
Without thinking he automatically curtsied and was relieved
to move on to the next group leaving the ladies still discussing the uniform. He
had learned a valuable lesson and after performing the same routine of
curtsying and turning for their inspection he waited as they also carefully
appraised his uniform.
“Frau Kaufmann has excelled herself this season Konstanze, a
very feminine creation.” a blonde wearing a severe cut pant suit said looking
Robert up and down, another wearing a mauve silk shantung flared dress stood up
and examined him closely.
“Are you talking about the uniform or the creature wearing it?” the lady called Konstanze answered and
examining Robert closely said “Your mistress has told us you were not exactly
the most feminine of girls but to correct this she has you on a regimen
which will soon have you as feminine as any of our own girls. I do hope you are
making progress and becoming more ladylike.”
It seemed to Robert that each of these ladies was more
terrifying than the previous one and for a moment he was dumbstruck but luckily
over her shoulder he caught a glimpse of Frau Kirchen and saw she was taking a
great deal of interest in the conversation. It was clear that this woman wanted
an answer.
“I hope so Madam.” Robert felt compelled to say, hoping she
would be satisfied and allow him to move along to the next group.
“Is it true that you only wore trousers before your mistress
employed you, and you are only wearing dresses for the last few days?” her
companion said.
“Yes Madam.” Robert shamefully admitted.
“Well I must say that your mistress’s regimen appears to be
working, I expect you feel more feminine already and probably don’t want to
revert to wearing trousers ever again.”
Robert felt Frau Kirchen and the Countess’s eyes burning
into him and noticed they were sitting on the edge of their seats, he felt he
could not agree to this woman’s view without compromising himself further.
Somewhere deep inside he found a morsel of his masculine backbone and answered,
“I suppose girls can wear trousers sometimes Madam.”
“Perhaps my girl” she said in a haughty tone which Robert immediately recognised
as a woman who was not used to being contradicted, arching her eyebrows she
continued “but as a servant girl only with your mistress’s permission after all,
a mistress as the word suggests has full authority over her maid in all aspects
of her life. Is that not right… girl?”
Robert now realised he had provoked her by being much too
forthright and with the eyes of the entire room fall now firmly fixed upon him
he cursed himself and felt as if he had walked into a trap of his own making. He
knew he had no option in how to proceed and with his eyes downcast he curtsied
and making sure his voice was deferential said
“Yes Madam, of course Madam.”
“Maids wearing trousers, indeed!” she guffawed to her
friends, “I’ve never heard anything like it.”
“Oh don’t be too hard on the girl Konstanze, obviously she
has spent too many years running wild and I imagine she lacks the discipline
that life in domestic service nurtures in a girl.” her companion said as she
rose from her seat to inspect Robert’s uniform, she ran her hands over the
uniform’s skirt she smiled gently at him said “I’m sure she will soon forget
she ever wore trousers and under her mistress’s control and guidance she will
embrace her femininity.”
“Perhaps you are right Frieda.” Konstanze said, her
demeanour softening considerably with Robert’s subservient attitude “do you
remember when Lena first came to me she was more male than female but I soon
disabused her of that particular notion I immediately insisted she dispose of
her trousers, jeans, sweatpants anything of that nature, in fact I insisted she
place them in the incinerator herself. Naturally now I control everything, her
uniforms, make-up, not to mention her underwear of course.”
“Surely not her underwear!”her companion remarked.
“Of course, and why not?” Konstanze replied and examining
Robert’s waist closely continued speaking to her friend “I insist my maids
maintain a good figure and posture and the best way to achieve that is with
strong foundation garments. In fact right now she is wearing a corsellette two
sizes too small as a punishment for not maintaining her correct weight.”
“I must try that with my maid.” the other lady said clearly
impressed.
“You really should, the Countess sitting over there advised
me to do so after achieving wonderful results in the performance of her own
maid soon after she developed the program.” Konstanze said acknowledging the
Countess with a nod of her head “Yes Lena is much more compliant now and I
believe accepts not only her true
feminine nature but also her position in life or to be more precise her
position in my life…….. as my devoted and obedient maid.”
She looked at Robert and added with a smile,
“As I am sure you will be for your own mistress. Isn’t that
so, my girl?”
Robert felt Frau Kirchen’s treatment of him was dreadful but
this woman’s attitude to her servants was far more extreme and what she had
just said confirmed Lena’s account to him earlier.He knew if he contradicted her
she would insist in engaging his employer and possibly the Countess in the
conversation and that was the last thing he wanted. By now he would have said
anything to escape her company and quickly decided what his best course should
be and reluctantly he responded,
“Yes Madam.”
This seemed to satisfy her and both ladies smiled
benevolently,
“You may go.” Konstanze said, dismissing him to continue his
assignment. The next group contained Frau Kirchen, the Countess, Lady Agatha
and Miss Clarissa.
“What a transformation in only two days.” Miss Clarissa
exclaimed as Robert curtsied.
“Yes Clarissa, and to think you allowed her to wear trousers
Rozamund.” Lady Agatha snorted in the direction of her niece “Konstanze
expressed the same sentiments as me, a maid in trousers is preposterous of
course but I must say you have done a wonderful job in such a short time, a few
more weeks of training and she will make an ideal servant girl.”
Reclining in her seat Rozamund Kirchen’s eyes lingered on
the youth and smiled at the Countess “Yes perhaps you’re right Aunt.” Frau
Kirchen said as both of them noted the barely imperceptible wince in Robert’s
perfectly made-up face.
“Oh I’m sure of it.” The Countess trilled as she stood up and
walked around Robert sliding her hand over his behind and squeezing it gently.
“Isn’t that so Daphne, you will the ideal servant …..girl.”
Robert’s eyes pleaded with the Countess and his employer but
both were immune to his plight and merely arched their brows in expectation of
his answer, his eyes once more fell to the floor and he mumbled his answer.
“Yes your ladyship.”
“Speak up girl we can’t hear you.” the Countess said.
“Yes your ladyship” Robert replied and seeing that she
wanted further confirmation of his subjugation he was forced to heap more
humiliation upon himself “I hope to make the ideal servant girl.”
“Splendid” Frau Kirchen said and gesturing to some ladies
seated across the room patronisingly dismissed him “now you may move along I’m
sure those ladies are just dying to see your beautiful uniform.”
The whole process took less than ten minutes but to Robert
it seemed an eternity and after he had presented himself to the last group he
returned his nerves frayed and stomach churning to the door where Frau Kaufmann
was waiting to usher him back to the other room to be stripped and re-dressed
for his next performance.
He was met with squeals of delight from his new friends as
they immediately rushed to him two began untying his apron and unzipping his
dress. Others waited by the rack containing the uniforms while Frau Kaufmann
selected the next one a bottle green satin dress with a high stiff Mandarin
collar and almost transparent full bishop sleeves with matching six buttoned
cuffs, the apron was a halter neck bib style which had frills around the edges.
Such was his level of shock from the experience he barely noticed them
undressing him and placing his new uniform over his head, within minutes he was
returned to the salon with Frau Kaufmann once again at his side.
“Ladies.” she announced trying to get the ladies attention
“the second uniform for your approval.”
Robert felt her cane
hit the calves of his legs and automatically he once more began his ordeal but
as he moved he noticed something was different. In his stupor he had not
noticed that under the satin dress he now had a stiff multi layered petticoat
which made the dress bounce every time he took a step, the rustling sound
seemed to fill the room and drew audible gasps of admiration from the ladies. His
skirt was so voluminous he manoeuvred himself anxiously as he approached the
first group mindful of not knocking over the sherry glasses on the table. He
carefully curtsied and could detect from the expressions on their faces that
they approved greatly of his new uniform. Frau Kaufmann appeared at his side
once more and explained her creation to the enthralled group.
“Ladies, as you can see this uniform is for that extra
special occasion where you may wish to display just how your maid reflects your
own status not to mention a certain sense of ultra-femininity which every lady
demands from her servant girl.”
This was met by nods of approval from the ladies as they
once again stood up to inspect the petticoated young man, they were so close he
could feel their breath on his face and neck making him even more uncomfortable
if that was possible.
“Exquisitely feminine.” the first lady said running her hand
over the material.
“I simply adore those petticoats.” another cooed as she
reached under his skirt and fluffed them out with her hands before addressing
Robert “you must fell so pretty?”
Robert cringed inside but had learned his lesson from his
previous encounter with these horrible women and had no wish to enter into a
conversation which would only end in his utter debasement.
“Yes Madam, very feminine.” he lied forcing a smile to
ensure they believed him.
He felt Frau Kaufmann’s cane strike his legs once more,
curtsied to the ladies and tottered away to be presented to the next group, his
uniform moved ahead of him like a bow wave of a ship with each step he took.
Of all the horrible
clothes I’ve been forced to wear in the last few days this is by far the worst,
I pity the poor cow that has to wear this all the time he said to himself.
As he walked he noticed that all the women’s eyes were on
the dress and not him except for Frau Kirchen and the Countess who he noticed were
reclining in their chairs giggling as he minced his way around the room. Frau
Kaufmann’s cane struck his legs and he stopped once more at Lena’s mistress who
Frau Kaufmann had told him was Konstanze, Baroness of Augsburg and was to be
addressed as ‘your ladyship’.
“Ah yes…superb” the Baroness said to her companion “I think
Lena will look very dainty in this, just the uniform to keep her constantly
reminded of her femininity.”
“Don’t you think it is a little ………well….. too elaborate,
too prim and prissy?” her friend asked.
“Of course it is, it’s adorable and she will hate it………
which is why she will wear it. It will be her punishment uniform.”
Robert had to stand silently in front of the Baroness as she
discussed the finer detail of his uniform with her companions, the horrible
garment had obviously put the Baroness in very good humour and she turned to
Robert and asked
“Is my friend correct my dear, does this wonderful uniform
make you feel prim and proper, even prissy perhaps?”
He did not want to incur her wrath and noticed that Frau Kirchen
and the Countess were once again taking a keen interest in the proceedings.
“Oh yes your ladyship.” he very reluctantly but truthfully
conceded.
“This uniform was designed with just this in mind your
ladyship.” Frau Kaufmann helpfully interjected “its fitted waist, the softness
of the material and full skirt with bouffant petticoats underneath will expose
the hidden femininity in even the most boyish of girls. In fact Frau Kirchen
and the Countess joked that such is its ultra-feminine qualities it would even
turn a male into a most convincing maid servant.”
Both the Baroness and her companion laughed loudly as Robert
could feel the blood drain from his face.
“A male maid! Now
that is something I would give a lot
to see.” the Baroness snorted derisively and both women laughed loudly at the
very idea, after she regained her composure she continued “The male sex can be
arrogant and obnoxious creatures I imagine it would be a most demeaning and
humiliating experience for a male to be pressed into domestic service as a
maid, dressed in such feminine attire however I believe it would benefit them
greatly.”
“It most certainly would Konstanze.” her friend said as she
turned her attention to Robert once more “but I doubt if a male would look as
pretty or as feminine as this delightful young thing before us, I’m sure Frau
Kirchen would not countenance any masculine behaviour in her maid, now isn’t
that so my dear.”
Robert’s mind was racing, was this all part of the horrible
game Frau Kirchen and the Countess were playing? He desperately tried to
discern from the ladies faces whether they had been told he was a male, were
they were just toying with him like a pair of cats with a mouse or were they
really oblivious of his true sex? So traumatic was this experience he could not
remember if the Baroness had made some comment about his masculine features
earlier. His thoughts were interrupted by Frau Kaufmann’s sharp voice.
“Girl!....... These kind ladies have paid you a compliment,
have you nothing to say?”
Robert instantly felt he had to ensure there was no doubt in
these women’s mind that the creature standing in front of them was indeed a
servant girl, the alternative was just too horrible to imagine. Visions of
being exposed as a male in front of all these women flashed through his head, he
remembered Greta’s words once more, think like a girl.
What would a maid say?
How would she react? The thought rushed through his brain in milliseconds.
“Oh thank you Madam, your ladyship.” Robert gushed
shamefully to each of them, without even having to think about it he curtsied
and drawing on his conversations with the other maids he continued in the most
demure and girlish manner “my mistress will be very pleased to hear you say
so.”
His submissive manner had the desired effect as both women
nodded approvingly at his answer the Baroness was the first to speak.
“I’m sure she will.” she said in a soft tone “and the sooner you forget any silly notion
about wearing trousers the better, you’re training to be a lady’s maid and must
dress like one at all times even on your day off, now isn’t that so?”
There was no way back for Robert and he had no choice but to
answer,
“Yes your ladyship.”
“That’s a good girl now run along I’m sure your mistress
will want to exam that lovely uniform of yours.” the Baroness said and
nonchalantly dismissed him.
By the time he had arrived in front of Frau Kirchen and the
Countess his nerves were shattered.
“What a delightful uniform.” the Countess trilled at the
figure standing with a look of subjugation in front of them “just the very thing
to encourage the required attitude in a male.”
“Did you say a male?” Miss Clarissa asked giving her a
curious look before turning her attention to Robert who felt his knees weaken
at her remark.
“Oh did I say male?
how silly of me” the Countess laughed “I meant to say maid.”
“You’re embarrassing the girl Maxine.” Miss Clarissa chided
her and addressing Robert said “you look perfectly feminine Daphne.
“Thank you Miss.” he blurted, under the circumstances he was
relieved and grateful for the compliment.
After being subjected to a similar degrading inspection by
Miss Clarissa and Lady Agatha he was once more sent on his way to perform his
routine for the other ladies. This ordeal lasted for more than an hour as he
had several more uniforms to model and although he found wearing these bad
enough he was not prepared for the groping of the women as they lifted his
skirts to examine the cut of the dresses or the material, most of them felt his
breasts.
“Oh we’d just like to
see how well it fits in the bust area. I’m sure you won’t mind my dear.” some
said as they cupped his breasts in their hands.
“It’s seems a little tight for your wonderful bosom perhaps
they’re not positioned properly, here let me help you.” others explained as
they too squeezed his breasts underneath the material.
Having these women feel his breasts was extremely demeaning,
but even more mortifying, he felt his nipples protrude as they fondeled him in
such an intimate manner. He saw them smile as he blushed crimson at their
gentle caresses which he felt took far longer than he thought was necessary to
carry out such an examination, he had to avert his eyes in shame.
When the show finally
ended he returned to the room where Lena, Monika and the others were waiting to
congratulate him on his performance, silently he congratulated himself for
having gotten through such a nightmare without fainting. Frau Kaufmann’s
assistants finally brought their uniforms back and he never thought he would
admit to be grateful to get into a normal dress.
“I’m certainly glad that’s over, I would not want to go
through that again.” he said as Lena helped him into his uniform.
“Well don’t count on it.” Lena said and seeing the shock on
his face she explained, “Our mistress’s gather here on a regular basis to view
Frau Kaufmann’s various new ranges of clothes and accessories. I’m not sure but
the next time I think it may be corsetry, or bra fitting’s, it’s really only an
excuse for our employer’s to get together and compare notes on what the refer
to as ‘The Servant Problem’ but you should be proud, we could see all the
ladies were quite impressed with you I’m sure your mistress will be very
pleased. So I’m sure we’ll see you here again soon.”
Robert’s heart sank he could not go through such an
experience again but his thoughts were interrupted as Frau Kaufmann made an
announcement that their mistresses were leaving and their presence was required.
Each maid went to her mistress and without being instructed automatically held
their coats or placed stoles over their shoulders. He stood by Frau Kirchen’s
side and held her coat as she placed her arms inside, Hilda acting as Lady
Agatha’s maid – did the same for her mistress.
“Now Hilda!” Lady Agatha addressed her maid in an extremely
patronising tone “I hope you have noticed how Frau Kirchen’s maid performed with such grace
and carried herself in a most feminine manner, as I told you earlier she had masculine
traits just like you had- and now look at her, the personification of
femininity. It is a pity I was not aware of her earlier as she could have
helped you discard those dreadful manly characteristics you had acquired.”
He cringed at her description and felt even more unnerved as
he thought he saw a flash of contempt cross Hilda’s face as her eyes examined
him thoroughly.
“But she has made so much progress Agatha.” Miss
Clarissa “perhaps we should consider relaxing her conditions and see if she has
learnt her lesson.”
“I’m not so sure she has Clarissa, how could we be sure she
would not relapse into her old ways when we are not there to supervise her.”
Lady Agatha said.
“Oh I promise I won’t.” Hilda gushed delighted at the
prospect of being set free from her domestic servitude.
“Well perhaps Daphne here could be of some help, she could
spend some time with the girl, ensure Hilda remains true to her word.” Miss
Clarissa suggested “After all she seems to have embraced her true womanly
nature more easily. What do you think Rozamund?”
“And with more enthusiasm.” The Countess offered unhelpfully as
she slipped her arms into the coat Robert held.
Robert could not believe what he had just heard, his eyes
darted from one of the ladies to the other and could feel a horrible sensation rise
deep within him. As he helped Frau Kirchen into her coat she turned to him so
no one else could see her face and gave him the now familiar smile which filled
him with unease.
Oh shit! This is not
good Robert said to himself.
Turning back to face her company she said,
“Let me think about it. Come along Daphne, it’s time to go.”
Dear Carrie, what, a wonderful continuation of ASB with Chapter 10
ReplyDeleteThe attentive reader, so it went to me, is challenged downright to deal line by line because of the many characters in the story-intensive.
Not an easy read, like "The Heroine of Havisham Hall".
I could very well follow, however, due to their very good grammar, the story (translated into German).
Very good also that you have initially shown again the situation of our Roberts summarized.
The image has me very well, especially since they have the characters and the beautiful Uniform well described.
When bottle-green satin dress I had trouble me personally imagine this dress figuratively with full transparent bishop sleeves and further details. It must be fantastically feminine!
The end of chapter 10 was probably intentional abruptly. Of course I would like to know what uniforms has ordered Madam churches for Robert Mrs. Kaufmann. But you will surely betray us with Chapter 11.
Thank you very much for this wonderful continuation of the story they have written in their scarce time for us. This can't be overestimated and personally evaluate, especially Chap. 10 of about 8500 words was very extensive back.
I ask Carrie and all readers to excuse my bad English (grammar). Nevertheless, I hope that I still make myself somewhat understandable.
It was too dignified a personal concern, the wonderful work of Carrie with this comment. This can be done not only with 2 crosses.
Many greetings from Germany. Damn, I love this story
Vorsorglich füge ich eine deutsche Übersetzung bei.
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Lieber Carrie, was für eine wunderbare Fortsetzung ASB mit Kapitel 10.
Der aufmerksame Leser, so ging es mir, wird regelrecht herausgefordert, sich intensiv Zeile für Zeile wegen der vielen Charakteren mit der Story zu beschäftigen.
Keine leichte Lektüre, wie "The Heroine of Havisham Hall".
Ich konnte jedoch aufgrund ihrer sehr guten Grammatik, der Story (übersetzt in Deutsch) sehr gut folgen.
Sehr gut auch, dass Sie eingangs noch einmal die Situation unseres Roberts zusammenfassend dargestellt haben.
Das Bild hat mir sehr gut gefallen, zumal sie die Charakteren und die wunderschöne Uniform gut beschrieben haben.
Beim flaschengrünen Satinkleid hatte ich Schwierigkeiten, mir dieses Kleid mit den vollen transparenten Bischofärmeln und den weiteren Einzelheiten persönlich bildlich vorzustellen. Es muss traumhaft feminin sein!
Das Ende von Kapitel 10 war wohl gewollt abrupt. Ich hätte natürlich gerne gewusst, welche Uniformen Madam Kirchen für Robert bei Frau Kaufmann geordert hat. Aber das werden Sie uns bestimmt mit Kapitel 11 verraten.
Ich danke Ihnen recht herzlich für diese wunderschöne Fortsetzung der Story, die sie in ihrer ohnehin knappen Freizeit für uns geschrieben haben. Das kann man nicht hoch genug einschätzen und persönlich beurteilen, zumal Kap. 10 wieder mit ca. 8500 Wörter sehr umfangreich war.
Ich bitte Carrie und alle Leser, mein schlechtes Englisch (Grammatik) zu entschuldigen. Dennoch hoffe ich, dass ich mich dennoch einigermaßen verständlich ausgedrückt habe. Es war mir ein persönliches Anliegen, die wunderbare Arbeit von Carrie mit diesem Kommentar zu würdigen. Das kann man nicht nur mit 2 Kreuzchen machen.
Viele Grüße aus Deutschland. Verdammt ich liebe diese Geschichte
Carrie,
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for continuing this magnum opus. I am enjoying it and Daphne's predicaments and internal struggles greatly. I hope there is more of Daphne in an off work mode (as hinted at) and for her to begin socialization as female. Which includes boys and their needs?! Anyway, great work and am looking forward to more.
Jenny K.
Thank you Our German Friend and also Jenny K for your kind comments I’m glad you both liked it, apologies for the delay in replying I’ve been away for a week or so.
ReplyDeleteOFG, The chapter did indeed end abruptly I felt it was best just to leave it like that so Robert would remain in the dark about his mistress’s intentions.
Regarding Jenny’s remark about his socialising as a female I think Rozamund and Maxine may well indeed have ideas in that direction. I hope it won’t take from your enjoyment of the story but I can definitely say there will be no association with other males as neither of the ladies would allow it.
I was almost 2500 words into the next and final chapter when I decided I wasn’t happy with the direction it was going so I’ve had to start from scratch again and as such it will be few weeks yet before I think it will be ready. I hope those who are still interested in it will understand.
Thanks again or your comments they were very much appreciated.
Carrie
Of course we understand Carrie, and your episodes are always well worth waiting for. This story even surpasses the brilliance of your Rose and Jack, and Amongst Women, and the inclusion of the superb illustrations makes it even more entertaining! Please keep going - however long it takes!
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Great to hear from you LG many thanks for your comment and support. The good news is I'm back to 2,500 words the bad news is I'm having difficulty putting a few hours together each day to get a decent flow going,it's coming on but will take a few weeks yet. If I can I'll try to post an illustration just to keep people interested.
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My comment to the ASP Illustration "Robert`sPunishment"
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Hi Carrie, another hopeful sign of life full of yourself.
Great, we can look forward to two more surely, exciting half consequences of the Story
Chapter 11 pleased "Robert`s Punishment".
The image is out once again very well done and can be many things to come, only guess.
The corset, probably an underbust corset in 1900, is certainly a substantial penalty for Robert that Greta has come up.
The penalty is tightened and the lace bra that was worn by many women around 1950. Yes, that was the fashion after the terrible war. The women wanted to be women again.
Greta's more punitive to deface the poor Robert with his military haircut, I personally find not so good. But this is a matter of opinion!
Robert had wonderful long hair, with which he began his service with Madam Kirchen. The clear-cutting of his hair may certainly mean a further penalty in the sense of humiliation for Robert.
But its appearance is now for him, for Madam and the rest of the staff still nice, tasteful and appealing, in the sense of Aesthetics?
It can, in my opinion, and based on our own experience personally do not feel more feminine in his female attire. How does that work? He will surely hate because of his appearance in person.
He would also not visually match the female household of Madam Kirchen.
Presumably, the success hoped would lead to the increase of His humiliation
also with a deformation of its lovely dark hair with curlers, perm pp. have been possible.
Greta has indeed beautiful curly hair and looks so very feminine even with the cap of
Greta is certainly gone too far with the clear-cutting of his hair.
But maybe it's just a suggestion or challenge the writer to test the views of his readers before publishing?
No matter how the writers will decide, I love the story ASP and look forward to any upcoming sequel.
Many greetings from Germany.